WILL YOU MARRY HIM?

Chapter 15

FRAYE'S POV

I slept for about 2 hours only, masakit yung likuran ko pero kaya ko naman tumayo. I woke up Jeremiah kahit natutulog pa siya. He can't stay here. Hindi siya pwedeng makita nina Kuya Blaze dito sa bahay. They will question me.

"J, wake up, you need to leave now." pagyugyog ko sa kanya ng mahina.

But he's not waking up, kaya niyugyog ko siya ulit and this time, mas malakas ng bahagya kesa kanina, "Kapag hindi ka pa gumising, sisipain kita ulit!" Pagbabanta ko pa sa kanya.

Pero, hindi pa rin siya nagigising kana naman pumwesto ako for me to be able to kick him, pero bago ko pa man nagawa, ay hinawakan niya na ang hita ko. and his hand was kinda near in my buddy. Kaya mabilis kong inalis yung kamay niya, kasi may libo-libo na namang bultahi ang dumaloy sa buong pagkatao ko. Something might going to arise from being dead.

I had enough already. Kaya mabilis ko siyang hinipa, dahil alam kong mang mamanyak lang siya. He groaned with pain again.

"Ouch!! bakit ba ang hilig hilig mong saktan ako?!" I don't know if it is me only or may iba pa talaga siyang gustong iparating sa sinabi niya.

"Ayaw mo kasing bumangon eh, next time, I will not let you sleep here!" Mabilis pa sa alas kwatro na tumayo siya mula sa pagkakahulog.

"Tsk fine! Aalis na." Saad niya, saka siya kumilos. He took off his pajamas in front of me. Agad akong napaiwas ng tingin when I saw his morning wood. He doesn't have any underwear tapos kung makabalandra siya ng ari niya sa harap ko.

Sinuot niyang muli yung suot niya pagdating dito, maliban sa shirt ko na yun pa din yung suot-suot niya. He just wore a pants and a shirt. Tapos yung gamit niya na naiwan, tinupi niya at nilagay sa itaas ng side table ko.

"Hindi mo dadalhin?" Tanong sa kanya.

"Keep it, I have many, it's  okay to leave it here." Sagot niya.

Pumasok siya sa banyo pagkatapos and he wash his face. Alam ko kasi basa. Now, he's in front of the mirror, fixing his hair. I was just observing him, at ngayon ko lang narealized that I never saw Wayne did this, yung gigising ako sa umaga, tapos makikita ko siyang mag-aayos. No, never.

Kasi tulog pa ako kapag umaalis siya. When I woke up in the morning no Wayne was around the corner and it hit something on me again. these discontentment feelings kept on hunting me these past few days. I saw everything in Jeremiah that I never saw and felt when I was with my fiancé, bakit? What is this?

He picked up his phone and wallet sa may side table. I was leaning on the headboard when he approached me, "I don't want to leave yet pero pinapalayas mo na ako. And by the way, I am not staying in my place right now. I am staying in Pierre's condo, so, in case lang na hanapin mo ko. And another one, the girl that Wayne brought to the hospital is not my girlfriend. Fuck buddy when I was in Japan, but she's not my girlfriend, I only have you. Don't overthink, it's only you." paliwanag niya sa akin na kinakunot ng noo ko.

"And why are you telling me all of this? I didn't ask." I stated.

"But I don't want you to think something. Kinaklaro ko lang yung sinabi ni Wayne." He said.

"I don't care Jeremiah, you are not obligated to explain anything. It's your life, at Kahit magka girlfriend ka man it's your choice. Labas na ako doon. I have mine at alam naman nating dalawa kung saan papunta tong ginagawa natin," diritsahan kong sinabi sa kanya. He didn't speak. Tiningnan niya lang ako sa mga mata.