Red Lights(hyunlix)

Chapter 7: I'm Baby? Well, Sometimes... Sometimes, Not... (Hyunjin)

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Chapter 7: I'm Baby? Well, sometimes... Sometimes, not... (Hyunjin)

I can't believe I did that in the studio! What was I thinking?!

But... I feel like I can trust him.

I don't know what it is, but I could feel the honesty through his words...

He knows all my secrets... everything I've never even told Seungmin...

While I'm in my head, I'm curled up in the corner of Minnie's bed while the other four cuddle on the other side as we watch Studio Ghibli movies.

They invited me to join the cuddle session, but I refrained from doing so...

"-Jin"

I want to cuddle Minnie... and maybe Yongbok-ah... but I don't know the other two... but I'm not going to take that away from the fox looking boy... he must be so upset...

"Hyun-"

How could someone forget about their anniversary?! That's such a douch move!

"Hyunjin!" I hear someone call me as I'm being shaken shocking me out of my thoughts as I slam my fist towards the culprit, but my fist is caught so I slap them with the other handing right on their cheek causing them to let go as I push them off and jump out of the bed.

"D-don't touch me!" I scream, taking my knife out of my pocket and standing in a defense position with blury eyes

Once my vision clears up, I see the other four with wide eyes.

They look scared and concerned. I put the knife back in my holster and hang my head as tears threaten to make waterfalls on my cheeks.

"I-i'm s-sorry... you s-scared me... i-i wa-sn't r-really in t-the m-moment..." I say dejectedly.

"It's okay, Jin-ah. I should have been more careful... you were shaking, though, and we tried calling your name but couldn’t get through to you..." Yongbok says softly as he cautiously approaches me.

"S-sorry," I shakily say, taking ragged breath as a tear falls down my face.

I almost hurt them... I did hurt yongbok...

"It okay, let's sit, hm?" He asks sweetly as he reaches for my hand to hold it.

I snatch my hands to my chest and take a step back, not wanting to hurt him again.

I can't let that part of me show to them...

"Hey, it's okay... I won't hurt you," He says lovingly.

"T-that's not what I'm afraid of..." I say sadly but reassuringly.

He walks up to me and gently takes my hands in his own, sending butterflies rushing in my stomach.

What is this? Why do I feel this for him?

He guides me to the bed as I hesitantly follow him.

He sits down and gestures for me to sit on his lap.

I hesitate before giving in to the want of him. The need to feel him embrace me. The need to feel safe in his arms.

I stradle his lap and hug him tightly with my arms around his neck as I burrow my face inside it.

I breathe in his calming scent. He smells like juniper, burnt wood, and cinnamon.

I calm down as he wraps his arms around my waist and lightly draws circles on my back with his fingers. It really feels like we're the only two on earth.

"How about we go home, hm? I'll make some tea, and you can curl up in bed. How does that sound?" He asks softly.

I nod, not lifting my head from his neck.

"Jinnie baby, are you okay? Are you comfortable to go back with Felix?" Seungmin questions, concern lacing his voice.

I give him a week smile and nod.

He smiles sweetly, running a hand through my long blond hair and kissing my forhead.

"Take care of him. When stuff like this happens... he'll stop talking and eating. He'll  be clingy to the person he cares about that he hurt or almost hurt, and then he'll  distance himself. No matter what, do not let that happen. Continuesly  whisper sweet nothings in his ear and stroke his hair. He likes that. If you're cuddling and he starts struggling against you, slowly let him go, but make sure he's okay. If you have any problems call me and I'll be there. Just make sure he knows he's cared for and loved. Especially by you since he almost knows... just -" Minnie got cut off of his babbling buy Yongbok-ah.

"I know how to handle little space and split personality disorders, Minnie... you know this," He says softly, shocking the both of us.

"H-how'd you know?" I ask meekly.

"I just guessed... your eyes got dark while you were out of it... like you were going to kill someone. And with the way Minnie was describing how to take care of you, confuse me, but i get it after what you've been through... Innie has split personality disorder. He can be a little psychopath when he's triggered, and Jisung is a little he regressed between the ages of 3-5, and his name is Sungie. If I have any problems, I'll call Minnie for you, okay?" Yongbok-ah says softly as he brushes a strand of hair behind my ear.

I nod as a blush creeps up my cheeks. How can the killer in my dreams be such a sweet and caring person?

He stands up, holding me by my thighs and heads towards the door. He places me on the floor and puts both of our shoes on before grabbing our bags. He goes to pick me up, but I move away.

"What's wrong, hun?" He asks, smoothing my hair.

"I-i can walk... I don't want to burden you..." I say timorously*

"You're not a burden, lovey. You're a treasure that needs to be cherished. But I won't force you. It's up to you. Everything is up to you, no one else. So what do you want?" He says in a zephyr-like*2 voice.

"I- I want..."

What do I want?

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Vocab:

1)Timorously- showing or suffering from nervousness, fear, or a lack of confidence.

"a timorous voice"

2)Zephyr-like- Adjective. zephyrlike (comparative more zephyrlike, superlative most zephyrlike) Like a zephyr; gently breezy.

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