𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝑺𝒊𝒅𝒆 🎭

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒆.

   And i'm in the routine of a business women .

   She starts her day early and strangles herself with a tie . She goes to companies every day to accept people who non of them tolerate, and the truth is , even i cannot to tolerate them . I'm forced.

   But i realy love runing a buisness . It is my childhood dream , earning a classic car. Deressing up, and drinking coffee frequently . And holding meetings. Yes, i achieved the dream . But actually i'm  proud of myself   , i did it alone .

  I'm still alone. People have always said that loneliness kills, but it was never a concept taht conserned me, unlike now.
   
  I hear the noise inside my mind as if, as if someone walking around the house and even sleeping next to me. I d'ont know how to desceibe the situation , but it does not frighten me as much as i exeperienced on recent weeks. They raided my house and tried to kill me with poison. I d'ont know who did that or even its target. While everyone tells me that i shouldn't be afraid it's normal things.
Really trying to kill me and intimidate me with simple things.

   Fuck you all. That poison was cutting my throat like blade. They didn't dell it like me. We are in psychological world, no one care about you . And le you are in the verge of a pit of death. No one would hold your hand. Either you fall or stand.

   This is what l have learned So far and iam only 22 year old , but i did not live the bright youth that they dream of. Not even childhood , so iam the only one who knows my story.

  They know my name not my story.
Don't judge a book by his cover,  right.