Oscar Piastri x OC

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•*chapter one*•
" i miss you, i'm sorry. "

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arlene💌

hey, i'm gonna have to cancel our plans tdy
something came up

oh okay
miss you!

i miss you, i'm sorry.

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I've been here before. They say forever and i always buy it. But usually, it ends up like this.
And i cant even be disappointed, because i know the ending to every story before i've even read it. Sometimes i wonder if i'm just reading the same book over, and over, and over again.

We're happy and close, until my replacement makes their grand entrance. I'm the friend you talk to when your first choice is unavailable, the friend you use for drives because you know ill always tag along, the friend who you text in the middle of the night because i always listen and tell you exactly what you want to hear.

And that's how it always was. Well, except for one case.
My best friend of around 14 years, Mila, never made me feel like i was last, like everything was a losing game. While university separated us, we texted and face timed religiously.
What was different about us was that Mila was a social, extroverted butterfly. And i, struggle to establish a steady interaction with someone who isn't her.

While i often try to make friends, it usually ends with them blowing me off every time i initiate contact.

And it hurts when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were.
I dwell on the thought that there is something wrong with me most days, maybe it's that when i commence a new relationship i'm just awaiting its end. Or that i always seem sad, although don't really have a reason for it.

Now i guess it's gotten to the point that i cant even explain how i feel anymore, my thoughts are so messed up that i can't even understand them.

We were all warned about times like this, that the road gets hard and you get lost, but i don't know how to find my way out of this. I could make changes for myself, but i'm so scared of what things could end up to be, instead i wait it out.

I knew university was part of the problem, not that it was a bad place, but i miss my dad, my grandma, my dog and my horses, my painting room, and my bed, and though i don't exactly know where i felt most at home but i missed that too.

And so, that night, i made a final decision. I called my dad for the second time that day, and scheduled a plane to australia.

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I N S T A

Aurelia-Raine Wolff

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AUTHOR SPEAKS*•
so i kinda hate this!
but idk i think i might actually post this fanfic , i have so many i just never post them
but when i say i have literally no plans for this book..

anyways! regular chapters will probably be greatly longer than this, this is just a prologue i guess??
and i definitely won't have a regular updating schedule but we'll see

tell me what u think!

feb.26.2024

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