Pomni has lost hope (Ragatha's abstraction)

Part 4: idk what to name this

Whilst Pomni was asleep she kept moving in her sleep; she was having a nightmare.

(idk her to write her nightmare, so just imagine she had a nightmare about Ragatha abstracting)

Pomni woke up breathing heavily with tears running down her cheeks. 'Pomni are you ok? I heard you wake up and breathe heavily, and also why are you Crying did you have another nightmare, do you want to talk about it?' asked Jax. 

'Jax this is all my fault, I was the cause of Ragatha's abstraction wasn't I? it was all me, if I wasn't here this would never have happened,' Pomni took a deep breath 'IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!'. 'Pomni how was it your fault, its a natural thing in the circus its not your fault,' said Jax leaning into try and wipe her tears. Pomni leaned away. 'JAX EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT,JAX I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, I LOST ALL MY HOPE AND I WILL DO ANYTHING JUST TO SEE RAGATHA AGAIN EVEN IF IT WAS TO ABSTRACT JUST TO SEE HER, PLEASE JAX THERE MUST BE A WAY RIGHT, TO BRING HER BACK, TO SEE HER AGAIN RIGHT?' Pomni said whilst tears where streaming down her face wetting her clothes and the duvet that was placed on top of her. 'Pomni I dont think there is a way- and im really sorry that we cant do anything, and me saying this myself the asshole of the circus I would like to see her again I just dont think its possible, and you cant abstract because what am I going to do if you are not here,' Said Jax in slight shock of Pomni's outrage. 'BUT JAX I NEED TO ABSTRACT RAGATHA NEEDS ME AND I NEED HER, PLEASE JAX WE NEED TO FIND A WAY!' Pomni said trying to wipe her tears that just kept coming back. 'Pomni please can you Try to calm down you are really upset and you are going to wake up the circus!' Jax said calmly whilst rubbing his hand up and down on Pomni's back. 

'Jax im sorry I just don't know what to do anymore, I just miss her so much, can we at least try to find a way to bring her back?' Pomni said whilst doing her puppy eyes. Jax took a deep breath 'I will try to see what I can do tomorrow ok, but for now you need more sleep,' Jax said drying Pomni's cheeks and then getting up to leave. 'Ok well good-night Pomni Sleep well for the rest of the night,' Jax said about to leave the door. 'Jax, wait!' said Pomni. Jax turned around to look at Pomni. 'Can you stay, please?' Pomni asked. Jax nodded his head and proceeded to get into the bed. 'Thank you for everything Jax,' Pomni whispered before falling asleep due to how tired she was and also how soft Jax was. 

So I know this isn't really that long but each day were we have a school break for a week I will try to write 3-4 pieces each day (sorry if I dont) and This story is going to have more adventure and let me say I am so excited To write the ending of this book!