I knew what was coming,
When I saw that text
The one that read:
'We need to talk'
My heart sank
My head span
My eyes welled up with tears
We were over.
I was finished,
With life and with you
That night,
I opened that one special drawer
And I think you can guess what happened next
My hands shook
My breathing shallowed
I was a bloody mess.
The next day,
When I walked into school
And saw your gorgeous face
I walked away
Went into the bathroom
And met that one girl
We chatted,
Vaped
When it was time for class
I ignored you
I couldn't look into your eyes
Sitting in the front of maths,
Hearing you answer a question
I thought of where I went wrong
When did I fuck up?
Why now?
When I was so vulnerable
So fragile
I remembered when you saw some of my scars
And touched them and asked where were they from
I didn't have the courage to tell you the truth
But I think you saw through my lies
I love you
Even if you don't love me back
YOU ARE READING
to them.
Non-Fictionsome people need to think about their actions. read at your own risk, i wrote most of these ages ago and when i was pissed
