Leader

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What kind of leader was I becoming?

One with potential.

One who doesn't know enough.

One who needs to believe in herself.

One who needs to quit screwing up.

One who needs to believe in her Goddess.

Return, watch, be vigilant

Fly high, fly fast, fly quietly

To the red one's I command you lead me;

my blood your payment will be.

You have fed.

I will be led.

The dividing line forms-fashioned from:

Dragon's tears

Missed years

Overcome fears

The fire and ice paradox

Seen with True Sight

Darkness does not always equate to evil

Light does not always bring good.

Lend Dark power to me

So that his emotions I can see!

Drink and obey

The limb must do more than sway

Rip it-break-to the earth it should hurl

Crush her-hurt her-kill the Little girl

What you ask tempts Fate

For that the sacrifice must be great.

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What is is that you need from me?

What sacrifice must it be?

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Her life force does demand

the sacrifice be equal to your command

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I change my request

not killing her would be best.

Frighten her-bruise her

but leave her lifeline unbroken and pure.

My blood from me to thee

by command-so mote it be!

And maybe I hadn't wanted to remember. Maybe I'd just wanted to not be mom-less and heartbroken for a little while.

Waiting...watching...but doing nothing

Your death has broken me

The dragon is all I have left to be.

If you are not my mate, kind and true,

How will I ever again find you?

The truth reveal from earth through thee.

So we shall ask, and so mote it be.

Almost all the time now I feel like I am being pulled in a bunch of different directions by a bunch of different people. I think sometimes I am going to snap like a rubber band an shatter all over again. This time forever.

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