Winston Academy 2

5. True La Lumine

[𝟻. True La Lumine]

          TRUE sat in his dorm room, his gaze facing the open window he sat in front of. His mind was cloudy with a bunch of thoughts and he was just blankly staring out into space.

Every few moments thoughts of Lupine would appear in his head. He wanted to desperately cry but it wouldn't change anything. So instead of crying, he forced his tears away and keep his face blank.

He just sat there for a while, not doing anything but thinking and staring into space.

The wind blowing slightly, pollen and the smell of fresh earth and flowers were evident in the air.

The clouds above the school were a light grey, and they were blocking the sun from shining any light upon the school. But that was something normal about Winston academy, the clouds pretty much always blocked the sun from shining on the school.

But there are some days that the sun does shine through. It's just so happens that today is one of those days where the sun didn't shine. Giving a glumly vibe throughout the academy.

After just sitting in the window seat for a few hours, True finally stood from his sitting position turning toward his bathroom and walking towards it.

He open the door, before walking to the tube and turning the shower on. After adjusting the temperature, True stripped out his clothes and got into the shower.

The warm water ran down his naked body, his tone muscles relaxing under the soothing temperature.

His eyes were closed, as his head was titled up towards the ceiling. He was deep in thought, his thoughts only consisting of Lupine. And once again he had the urge to cry but he also once again willed himself to not cry.

Put the sadness of Lupine's death wasn't the only thing coursing through True's brain. What also ran through True's brain was the fact of how wrong he had treated Lupine, his mate, in the short amount of time that they knew each other.

True finally got out the shower, walking towards the cabinet getting a towel and drying off. He walked into his room, grabbing a pair of boxers out his closet before putting them on and going to lay in his bed.

And then he was once again back in his thoughts of Lupine and other anyone matters it seems. All True knew for sure was that he loved Lupine and he would do anything to get him back. But speaking about loving Lupine, True also knew for a fact that what he didn't want was Tristin and eventually he would have to tell him this.

He just hoped he could avoid Tristin for a while longer, but it seems nothing was going right for True especially not today.

In the same moment True was in his thoughts, a knock rung out from his dorm room door, the knock brought True from out his thoughts.

And at first he was going to stay laying on his bed and ignore whoever it may be. But the person keep knocking for at least 10 minutes straight before True decided to answer the door.

Once True had open the door, the person on the other side happened to be the person he didn't want to see at all right now. He had been wholeheartedly avoiding Tristin since before Lupine's funeral.

But True seemed to realize he should have been talked to Tristin and told him how he felt. And that he didn't want a relationship with anyone.