Blood....
Seeing blood calms my mind....
Seeing blood just satisfies my soul....
Seeing blood satisfies my urge to feel something...
Something which was long gone....
PAIN....
What was 'pain'?
All I felt was a stinging effect on my wrist like I got pinched by someone....
I held the blade and cut the same place where I had marks....
I smiled while my tears welded in my eyes not because of pain in my hand but because of the pain that had torn my heart, shattering it into a trillion pieces....
I couldn't not feel 'pain'....
Those Ugly Marks....
The swollen skin of mine looked at me like I was a joke....
A very funny one....
Who will be right here with me in my worst?
Who will see those old and ugly marks in my hands?
Who will cure me and save me from my pains?
Who will?
Pain came unannounced...
And my emotions jounced....
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I wanna curl up and cry!! 😭
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𝙎𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 • 𝙅𝙃𝙎 𝙁𝙁 ✓
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