Fans, fans, fans. Everything is in the way of me having a birthday party! ~chapter 17
[Important A/N at the end. Don't skip :) ]
*Georgie's P.O.V*
We have a blue banner in our hands and now were searching the store for letters. "Look Dad! These are awesome!" I say, pointing to water guns.
"Do you want those?" He asks me looking at the guns.
"Sure." I shrug and get them off the rack. "hey Dad?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I have a bee-bee gun?" I ask.
"Uh..." he looks at me. "maybe when your 12." he says and walks away. My mouth dropped in anger.
"Dad!" I whine. "why not?"
"Because your too young and you could injure someone with those things," he starts. "And I don't like bee-bee guns."
"But thats not fair!" I stomp my foot.
"Gegebear, don't throw a tantrum, this isn't something to be mad about." he says in an irritated tone.
"But-"
"Georgie! No buts okay. I have no idea where this attitude came from but it better stop right now." he says with bitterness mixed with it. What is with him today?
Has he finally gotten tired of me? Of course! Everyone gets tired of me! My sparkling eyes have now turned completely dull and now... I feel nothing except for the hatred that I feel towards myself. I hate myself. I need to become better so people will love me intently and never leave me. But now, he hates me. I hate myself so much.
My mind flashes a thought in my head of my best friend that I have once left.
My blade. He was the one that never left me. He was always there for me and I let him down. He always brought happiness and good feelings to me. He took away the pain. "Georgie!" Louis snapped his fingers in my face.
"What?" I snap.
"Don't use that tone of voice with me young lady." he walks closer to me, I can see the anger in his eyes growing. Now he is starting to scare me, a lot.
"Louis, Im done with this. screw the birthday party. I want to leave and go h- to your house." I say and walk away.
*Louis' P.O.V*
"Louis," she started. My heart fell. She called me Louis instead of Dad. She then continued. "Im done with this. Screw the birthday party. I want to leave and go h- to your house." then she walks away. My heart stopped beating for a few minutes. I stood there lifeless, trying to process what just happened.
She called me Louis, and called her home my house. What did I-? Oh my god. I can't believe I would do that to her. I raised my voice at her and scared her to hell! I don't even know why I was acting this way. I shouldn't have been mad at her for just being a child. Childs are whiney and baggy, thats just life, I shouldn't have done that to her.
I start looking for her and find her setting on a bench outside looking blankly at the floor. I walk towards her and she looks at me. I sigh as I look in her eyes. Those shining eyes are now covered in a cloud of darkness, sadness, and fear. "Georgie, honey, Im so sorry." I try to hold her hand but she flinches and jerks it away quick. I can see the fear in her eyes, all of it is directed towards me.
"Ple-please don't touch me Louis." She begs as she hugs her legs.
I set down beside her and look at her. "Gegebear, please look at me. Im not going to hurt you. Im very sorry for raising my voice. Im just stressed. I was mad at someone and I took my anger out on you." I say, and I actually was mad at someone.
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