when y/n is set in an arranged marriage with toji at the age of 16 she was repulsed. but at their engagement ball she bumped into a man that was around her age. strangely he resembled toji.
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i stare at Y/N in her gown.. my god she looked exquisite my father was so lucky to have her as his fiancé. i part my lips trying to say something, anything.. tell her she's pretty! i think to myself but nothing comes out; she walks past me like i wasn't even there! but she was just kissing me, holding me, talking to me.. but what if that didn't mean anything to her? what if i was just a pass time for her while my father was away? my god how could i be so.. naive?
i stare at myself in the mirror feeling glum. i sigh and shake my head debating between wether i should join my father and her or not.. ultimately i should right? i can't stay away from her. i need her. i slowly walk down the halls and creak open the door to the dining room, i peer my head in to see them sitting there my eyes widen when he leans in and his lips made contact with hers. but that's not fair! that's supposed to be me kissing her, not him.. i deserve her.. right? i can't bear to see this anymore. i slam the door as i sprint down the hallway, tears full up my eyes how could i let myself be this stupid. i felt like a jester.. my father was stronger, handsomer, a better provider than me he was simply just better he could give her what she needed not me.
Y/N'S POV
i jump back as the door slams, i immediately put the clues together i get up and go after megumi.. how much had he seen?! did i have no morals? how could i be doing this to him and his father? i feel.. disgusting. i see megumi rushing down the hall one foot rapidly moving infront of the other and i struggle to keep up with his pace, i try to run but i still can't catch up i call out to him.
"m-megumi!! wait! please! i- i can explain just slow down!"
what was meant to come out as a plead sounded more like a demand. as if i was barking orders at a servant. he slows down just for a second i can tell he's contemplating between listening to me or not; he begins to move again but this time i catch up to him and grab his arm turning him around i see the tears in his eyes.. i try to speak but only a small whimper comes out, i couldn't handle the fact that i hurt him how could i do that to someone that i adored so much? my heart beats out of my chest it's racing my breath staggered i squeeze his hands trying to get him to be patient as i try to string the words together. but suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder i turn around and see toji.. glaring at his son this moment felt so absurd like it shouldn't be happening. and it shouldn't be, right?
"leave him sweetness, he's in a mood."
toji murmured a low growl coming from him, megumi huffs and walks away yanking his arm from mine, his feet stamped on the floor as he went to his room the door closed swiftly.
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i sigh as megumi slams the door, turning to toji and sighing nuzzling my head into his chest his arms creep up my back tracing small circles on it i murmured into his chest.
"..i don't understand."
"you don't have to honey, he's a child what do you expect?"
"yes.. you're right toji- let's just go back to eating hm?"
toji smiles at my compliance, nodding his head his hands trailing down to mine he leads me to the dining room but the way megumi was so upset, so hurt, the way he looked so betrayed was seared into my memory and i couldn't handle it i had to make things right.
i sit down from toji once more as he began to dig into his meal but i couldn't.. megumi couldn't leave my mind i barely touched my plate all night. after a while toji stands up smiling at me he hadn't noticed how upset i was..
"toji.. i think i should sleep early, its been a long day and i'd just love some rest."
"oh! sure sweetness.. i'll have your clothes laid out on the bed i have a few more meetings before i can sleep. i'll be there soon alright?"
"..mhm.. okay, i'll see you in the morning."
i mumbled to myself, turning around and slowly walking out of the dining room but the second the door closed behind me i bolted down the hall to megumis room i open the door to see him blankly staring at the wall his eyes red and swollen i slowly approach him he looks at me i reach out to touch his shoulder but he pulls away.
i sigh at this i slowly lean in my arms wrapped around his neck my lips gently press against his but he didn't kiss me back. i stay like this for a few more awkward moments full of hope for even a small kiss back but when he doesn't i suddenly felt anger. why wasn't he kissing me back?! all because of what his father did?! that isn't fair! i jerk myself away from him glaring.. i storm out of his room slamming the door behind me, if he didn't want me maybe i should just stick to the man who wanted me, i walk into the bedroom seeing toji smiling at me unbuttoning his shirt reminding me of the night before; i could get used to this.
DRAMA BC ITS SO FUN!!>.< drama is brewing guys.. i wonder what's going to happen!! tysm for reading, i hope you enjoyed and continue to read😈 word count: 991
