chapter 19

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Amanda.

When I woke up today Jordan was already preparing Breakfast.

We sat Down and ate.

"Jordan actually today I'm going to see my family " I finally said

"Ohh I can come along " he suggested

"I don't think....." I couldn't finish.

"Please " he said.

Ughhhhh .

"Fine" I said

After sometime I went to get ready.

I was going home so I didn't see the need to look all doll up.

I tied my hair in a ponytail i didn't  apply any make up I then wore my black dress with black Nike shoes .

I tied my hair in a ponytail i didn't  apply any make up I then wore my black dress with black Nike shoes

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I decided on some crap top and baggy pants

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I decided on some crap top and baggy pants.

When I was done I got Jayden ready too.

Jordan decided we take his car.

I was nervous it has been quite sometime ...I mean we do talk on the phone.

I told everyone the reason I left is because I could handle being in a polygamy.

Luckily they believed .

But I was really scared to be here again.

The moment the car got into the gate my heart started beating faster.

I slowly went in with my baby beside me.

As I got closer my heart sank.

Nooo.....

This is not my home....

It looks so bad...the house is old and the paint has washed off.

Some parts of the house a damage infact half of the house is destroyed.

No...somebody tell me this is a joke...there's no way my family live in this house that can fall any time.

I got closer and there wasn't even a door to knock on.

I shouted my sister's name.

She slowly got out probably shocked to see me.

She was not the same anymore she was slim.

And this is definitely not a healthy slim.

I immediately went and crashed her with hug.

" other half..you are back" she said sobbing.

" yes my sister " i said hugging her tighter.

At that moment my mom also got out.

She came and Joined the hug.

We where crying while sobbing.

It's was a precious moment.

I asked about my father,  and tears fell from their eyes.

I knew exactly what that means,  I started sobbing so hard and calm me down.

They took me to his grave and I apologised for not being here for him during his last moments.

It's was great being with my family again

They loved Jordan.

I told Jordan he can go back with Jayden so they could bond a little and I will spent the night.

I was so happy for the rest of the day spending time with them.

You could see my mom was a little embarrassed by their situation.

I talked to her and told her I don't care how the house look home will always be home and now that I drive fancy cars doesn't mean I will forget home, I will never loose my roots.

My mood was just boosted.

I took my sister to near by mall and we started doing grocery shopping and I brought her a lot of clothes also .

She was very happy.

Tomorrow came sooner and the day we well again I spent a lot of time with them

Jordan then came to fetch me.

When we got home I bathed Jordan tucked him in and then went out of his room.

And all this time I was thinking.....I have to go buy material to fix my home as soon as I can.....I swear to God I feel so bad, I feel like those people who leave home and never look back as soon as they succeed in life, but I will make it up for them

I then went to our room.... I know weird but we had too the queen sent one of her maids to look after us and I feel like she is more of a spy than a maid

He was sitting on the bed already ready showered and was busy with his phone .

After sometime I got out wearing a comfortable outfit.

He was still busy on his phone.

I got inside the covers and took out my phone too.

I heard him clearing his throat and I ignored him.

"Amanda " he called out

Ughh i mentally groan.

"Yes Jordan " I replied

"You are really beautiful and a good mother I hope you know that".

"Uh...yeah thanks".

"I will always feel guilty for all the things I did to you ".

"Being guilty is not gonna help now  , you should focus on being a good father for your son and finding someone to spend your life with "

"I know I have already found her.

"Good ,good night ".

I then switched my phone off and slept

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