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Wahoo.....

Whoshh....

I am flying......

Yay.....

"Lily!" 2 women were shouting while running trying to catch me.

Suddenly a man came in front of me and stopped me...

"Lily, you shouldn't run like this in your wheelchair. I know it's an automatic wheelchair but that doesn't mean you will try to fly. You made the nurses run laps and laps. Even made me worried."

"Dr. Kim... I don't want to have these medicines" I said while whining.

"Little girl, to be healthy you need to eat them." He said.

The nurses handed him my medicines.

I hate it.

I hate these nurses.

I hate these machines.

I hate eating medicines.

I hate being stuck in the hospital day and night.

The only person I liked was Dr. Kim Seok Jin.

Even though we have a 10-year age gap, it didn't matter to me.

"Sweetheart, open your mouth" he instructed me so that he could put the medicine into my mouth.

I opened my mouth and he kept the medicine inside it and gave me a bottle of water to gulp down the medicine.

He grabbed my wheelchair from behind and took me to my room.

I have cancer, Leukaemia to be specific.

Since young I have been to and fro from hospital to hospital being sick...
Bills and Bills from my treatment didn't cause problems for my parents.

I was adopted and my parents hardly spent time with me.

I have always spent time with people who had cancer like me and after a few years, they died.

Those memories always brought negative thoughts.

I became a bit suicidal.. but then Dr. Jin came.

He was a kinda mother figure to me.

He laughed with me, he cried with me and he even took me to watch movies...

I started to like him but he sees me as nothing more than a child..

And I hate, being called 'little girl', 'kiddo' etc.

I want to be more than just a child. I know I am not well nor I am big enough to be his...

Does it matter?
Yes
It matters to me.. a lot...