𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒, walker scobell imagines .

𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑

"𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝟔 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫. 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐟 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐦?" - 𝐒𝐈𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑, 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐄𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐇.

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y/n y/l/n

me and Percy dated.

but we broke up in spring because he had very obvious feelings for annabeth.

it didn't matter where we went, it was always annabeth.

I asked him if he wanted to hang out,
he was with annabeth.

I asked him if he wanted to just talk,
he was already talking to annabeth.

I asked him if he loved me,
and he loved annabeth.

nothing toward annabeth, I love her. she's an amazing person.. but sometimes I just can't help but wish she wasn't as amazing as she is.

I stand in her shadow when it comes to Percy, I'm not even his 2nd or 3rd choice.

I watch them at the table, laughing and holding hands.

just like how we used to.

there was sometimes when I caught Percy staring at me, and that couldn't help but give me hope that maybe.. just maybe, there still could be something there.

or maybe there never was anything there?

I don't know.

it's so confusing.

I think he caught me staring, cause he looked at me and rolled his eyes.

he whispered something in annabeths ear, and stood up, walking over to me.

"can you not stare? it's creepy." he sasses me with his arms crossed over his chest.

"sorry." I apologize, now looking the opposite way to avoid his glare.

this was the first time we talked after the break up, and it wasn't a good conversation. not even a "how are you doing" it was just a.. im creepy.

"you should be. you always stand in the way." he tells me, anger now apparent in his voice.

"can you not? YOU came over HERE. so what if I was staring? that doesn't mean you come over here and get all angry." I roll my eyes, now grabbing my tray and throwing it in the trash.

TIMESKIP

I was now in the field, picking up strawberries for the camp. cause it was my job.

i was all by myself. that is, until annabeth came over to me with a small frown on her face.

"are you okay? I'm sorry Percy lashed out at you the way he did. I know we don't talk, and I know we got off on the wrong foot but, can we be friends?" she asked me.

I didn't mind being friends with annabeth, but then that meant I would have to be around her and Percy a lot.

"I'm okay." I give her a small smile, "thanks for asking. and yeah, we can be friends. I just, don't want to be around you and Percy all the time."

"that's fine. I completely understand." she returns the smile, "I never understood though.. what happened with you and Percy?"

I clear my throat, now feeling my eyes fill up with tears. "well, he just fell out of love. if he ever was even in it."

her eyes soften a bit as she tilts her head to the side, probably signaling me to continue.

"as you probably know, me and Percy dated. I really thought he liked me. he used to give me flowers, he used to hug me, and tell me things would be okay. but, eventually he just stopped and focused on other things.. things that weren't me. I'd get the littlest bit of attention out of his week and barely even a smile. I figured it out though, why he stopped.. it was cause he was in love with another female. I wasn't even mad. I understood. I mean who wouldn't be inlove with her? she has all the things I don't." I confess, tears now spilling as I wiped them away.

annabeth looked at me for a moment longer, and pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry."

"it's okay." I tell her, "it just feels nice to get it off my chest."

I don't even think she knows the "she" is her.

annabeths amazing.

I guess now that me and her are friends, I'd just have to dig a hole and bury my feelings for Percy in it.

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710 WORDS !!

I was listening to my 2023 Spotify wrapped playlist and six feet under came on so. 😜