I met a stranger

Chapter 1 - I am

Hey there, this starts when I doubt myself why I don't have my special friend I know you know what I mean some times i thought that I'm not a perfect guy that girl ask for, but in deep down my thoughts effect me some time i don't care about it but sometimes I do whenever I see my self in a mirror i always say brooo look at u , YOU ARE PERFECTLY FINE GUY this generation is not for you are born in wrong generation yeah and I took that thoughts in inside of me .

Ohh yeah I forgot to tell you that I'm an introvert person not that much but yeaah I'm introvert or YOU can say
AMBIVERT!!

My only friends are my siblings and my cousins in siblings my sister is kinda friend with whom I can talk freely and she knows each and everything about me and with my brother i shared few things and some thoughts and he also share his but at that time we don't talk not to much.
some of my cousins also share there thoughts And sometimes i share some of mine with them even I do have my best friend but few years back we lost connection
Because we changed our school and after some years I aslo changed my hometown because of studies

I took admission in same school where my cousin or you can say my fav cousin study we were in same class but not in same section (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠)
But yeah it was an awesome experience, he helped me alot, when we were in our childhood i didn't know that we will become this much gud friends that we share each and everything with eachother. he was an extrovert and I was an introvert so he helped me how to approach how to make friends and many more things .

Whenever I go outside and when I saw couples asked my self they have there one's and where is mine ? →⁠_⁠→
When people ask me are you in relationship? i reply them I don't want any. because the truth is no one approached me . Believe me I'm not that awful or hideous but yeaah it's truth that non of girl ask me out coz Im shy guy and i Don't know how to ask girl out .
Seriously I don't have that courage because of my overthinks -

Will she even like me ?
Will she like my looks ?
Will she like my eyes ?
Will she like my hairs ?
Will she like my height ?
Will she like my voice ?
Will she like how I talk ?
Will she like my behaviour ?
Will she like each and everything about me ?
Will she even except me ?
Will she love me ?
Wot if she leave me and wot will I do......................

These thinks bother in Inside of me
But somehow I know that God is gonna do something soon .,

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