Bitten with a secret

Looking at my life

Chapter 1

Life, what is that? Is that when people could do as they please and go wherever they want. Yes? Then I don't have a life. I am restricted to certain areas and as the full moon approaches I am homebound. I hardly talk to her anymore.

I know loving her is forbidden, but she is so beautiful. The way she sways her hips in those tight jeans as her long thick black hair is blown in the wind. I love how she feels so free around me. I love how her eyes sparkle with mischief when she does something she's not supposed to. Or how she has no filter on what she says, She speaks her mind whether you like it or not and I love that.

Not to mention when she strips to her bra and panties around me, that's my favorite. Sadly she has a boyfriend and I'll never destroy her relationship for my selfish ways. Maybe I can? She's just so sexy. Arghh, I love this obnoxious, loud mouth woman, but it hurts me that she doesn't know.

How can I keep a secret from her for so long is beyond me. It's like she has wolf senses and can sniff out a lie or see it coming from a distance, It's not that I don't want to tell her...Its...its just that  I can't tell her. I'm burden with this secret. I am lonely but surrounded by a mass of humans that claim they love me and are my friends. Yet they don't know me if they were approached in a different form.

How long am I to be burdened with this secret while being left alone in this world that can't even see a king while he's sitting on his throne, lacking complete and utter control?

Will I ever be normal again? I'm tired of my life and my abnormality. I hate that I got bitten and that stupid bite mark. I mean it's kind of fun that my senses are heightened. Everything is so much clearer and...and I don't even know it's just amazing. I wonder if I'll be able to see through her underclothes. Now that will be something.

My sense of smell is awesome, I could smell a horny drunk teen from a mile away. That means easy sex, but I want her. I want to make my best friend my mate. She has to be mine. Ugh the full moon is in 5 days. I need to get my mind on the right track.

I'll take her and make love to her better than that weak human ever could.........

End of flashback......

"Bounce that booty that a basketball and you don't, don't shake it at all... "

"Who the hell is calling me. I don't talk to humans." I groaned and began to put the pillow over my head until I realized who ringtone that was. She could shake that booty in front of me any day.

I was too caught up in having erotic thoughts about my best friend, until I heard the phone still ringing. I hurriedly rolled over to answer the phone before this woman thinks I'm getting some.

Phone conversation......

Me : Hello

Cece : Hey boo, whats up am bored I'm headed over there."

Me : Uhmm... Yeah sure I have to straighten up my room a lil bit k

Cece : Cool I'll stop for some snacks should be there in about five minutes.

Me : Sure

End of call....

Damn Cece is coming over to chill. Spending time with my bestie is fun we do stupid shi like smoke, listen to music,  play games and watch movies. Of course we could be doing other things like kissing touching but that's what her boyfriend's for right. My wolf growls at that thought. 

As I began to set the game console up a thought occurred to me. She said she'll stop by the shop for snacks so I'll order the pizza and everything else.