"Baby Girl get up." I spoke softly trying to get Iyana to wake up. No one told her little butt to stay up and watch Dora.
She slowly rose and looked around. "Time to go with daddy." I had to drop her off with Jamal because I had to work today and he always volunteers to look after her in his free time.
I picked her up out of her bed and took her to the bathroom. I made her wash up while I picked out her clothes. I went in her closet and picked out her grey hollister shirt paired with some black levis and her grey roshe runs. I hurriedly went back to retrieve her because I was running late.
"Come on Yana, time to get out." I got her out the tub and took her into her room and put her clothes on. I placed her on my hip and walked downstairs. I grabbed my keys off the counter and headed towards the door.
After I buckled her up, I drove towards Jamal's house. "Musik mommy , musik!" Iyana hollered. I guess she wants to her some music so I turned the radio on and "Cry" by K. Michelle began to play.
" You gon cryyyyyyy." Iyana began to sing. "Little Girl who taught you this song?" I began laughing as she kept singing. About ten minutes later we pulled up to Jamal's house.
I turned off the ignition and walked to his door. He ain't never thought I was about to ring a doorbell so I used my key. I walked in and didn't find him in the front so I began walking to his room when some chick came down the stairs.
Out of nowhere the bitch started screaming and made my baby start crying. Jamal ran down the steps damn near busting his ass, trying to see what was going on. "What da fuck you hollerin fa' guh?"
"She scared me baby." she said as she clung on to him for dear life. " Um look Jamal, I gotta go to work so could you get Yana ?" I asked. Im so used to these random ass bitches now. He obviously doesn't care where he sticks his dick, so why should I ? I just made him promise me to never leave Iyana around them when he is not there.
"Pass ha hea' and lemme holla atcha' ret quick." I passed him Yana and I began walking towards the front door. He stopped me in the living room and started talking.
" Make this quick." I said. "Look I won't be able ta keep ha' tamara." he spoke. "And why not?" I asked , my voice laced with attitude. He does nothing but sit around all day. He has workers doing everything for him so why can't he keep her.
"I gotta check out da block tamara' , make sho my shit straight outchea. So chill wit da attitude lil ma." Iyana had fallen asleep so he went to lay her on the couch and he walked back over to me.
"Yeah okay , go tend to your lil hoe." I said preparing to walk out the door but not before he grabbed my arm.
"So dats what da' attitude bout' ? Lil ma upstairs?" he asked looking at me with a slight smirk on his face.
"Fuck you and the nappy headed hoe." Yes, I was jealous. No need to lie , cause thats my baby daddy , my first love, my everything. Its actually hurts to see him with somebody else.
"Guh' what I tell ya bout det "fuck you" shit. Just mad cause I'm through fuckin witcha' ass." he looked at me and said.
"Nigga fuckkkkkk youuuu ! I could give three quarters of a fuck about your ass. I can have any nigga in Georgia if I wanted too." I spoke harshly, kind of hurt by his words.
"Guhh' I swea ta' god if you have another nigga roun' my daughta imma kick ya ass." he looked at me with anger in his eyes and said.
"Oh so you can have bitches roun my daughter but I can't bring a nigga round her? Bruh you got life fucked up. Acting like you my daddy and shit." I spoke walking outside towards my car.
"You heard what the fuck I said Jos !" he yelled standing in the door. I cracked my window and flicked him off.
"Bye bitch!" I hollered. Knowing I will pay for it later. Jamal hates being called a bitch more then a female does. This nigga is going to beat my ass when he drops Yana off later.
Its really funny how he has all his little hookers over his house but I can't even bring a nigga around my daughter. He never wants me to be happy and it has been like this since we broke up.
Jamal continues to play these childish ass games. He says he doesn't want me now but later in he's gonna confess his love for me. I swear I think I'm stupid for falling in love with him.
