The Reason for His Hatred MY MISCARRIAGE

Fight for yourself, you are not weak

The day she was force to strip.

Y/n: Why am I here, I don't deserve this, I should die

Even after destroying the whole room, Y/n's anger did not subside, she started hating herself, why she is always the Victim, why so much cruelty with her.

picks up a piece of glass and goes to the bathroom

She had thought that today she will free herself from this hellish life by killing herself.

She was about to cut her wrists with a shard of glass, but her hands were trembling

she remembers her mother's last words,

"Fight for yourself, you are not weak"

Y/n: Mom, you yourself taught me this and in the end you yourself gave up, but I will not give up, I will fight

But suddenly she remembers all the torture that Namjoon had done Y/n hears her own screams, her head starts spinning, these screams were hurting her mind, Y/n covers her ears with her hands but the screams don't stop.

She comes out and sits down in front of a wall, and pictures of those times when Yoongi was with her, a happy and peaceful time in her life, flash before her eyes.

Yoongi kisses her on the forehead

Yoongi: I'll never forget you, I'll be back, I promise

Suddenly her eyes open and she sees that she is in the hospital , her eyes go to the man in front of her who is holding her hand , Y/n gets scared seeing the man and frees her hand from the man's grip.

Namjoon: Baby, you're awake

Y/n gets scared seeing him and gets down from the bed and sits in a corner.

Y/n: Please don't hurt me, I am in pain, please leave me

Namjoon stares at her in astonishment.

Namjoon: Baby, listen to me, I will never hurt you again, I promise

Y/n: stay away from me

Namjoon tries to go towards her but Y/n screams.

Doctor and nurses come there after hearing her screams.

Doctor: Sir, you should go out.

Namjoon looks at Y/n,

Y/n closes her eyes. She didn't even want to see Namjoon, and it hurts Namjoon.

Namjoon comes out

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More than a week had passed, Y/n was back home but still she gets uncomfortable around Namjoon, so Namjoon stay away from her and used to see and hear her only through camera,

Suga was very upset with Y/n's condition, he felt that it was all his fault, if he had met Y/n earlier as promised, today Y/n would have been his and not his boss's.

Suga still kept Y/n's doll,

Y/n had sessions, and her doctor visited daily Y/n felt better now, but not as before, always sad and lost.

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Namjoon used to watch her session everyday through live camera, and he still regrets that he snatched the smile of that innocent girl Namjoon regrets that once he had promised Y/n that he would always keep her happy, but today his wife gets scared of his presence.

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No one is present in the room during the session except Y/n and her doctor.

Y/n sits on the couch and her doctor comes.

Kai: How are you Y/n?

Y/n: A little better than before

Kai: Very good you have improved very well, by the way today is our last session and after that you will not need me, you are a fighter Y/n

Y/n: No it is not, I am just a weak girl

Kai: You're strong, you've made the fastest recovery out of any patient I've seen.

Y/n: Thank you doctor

Kai: let's start

Y/n: ok

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Kai: I want you to forget all your bad memories and remember only those things which make you happy, so close your eyes and first remember the times which hurt you and then we will remember these good and special things. You'll remember the moments that make you happy, I will hypnotize you okay

Y/n: Is it important?

Kai: You have to come out of your bad memory.

Y/n: No, I will not be able to do that, those memories are my nightmares that haunt me every night.

Kai: That's why you have to face it, and come out of it, I'm going to hypnotize you, so stay calm and answer my questions, now look at the rotating spiral in front of you, look right in the middle of it until your eyes get heavy, forget everything, just look at the middle of the spiral Y/n did as kai said.

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Namjoon was listening to all this, it was his daily routine, he used to watch every session of Y/n, and his guilt was increasing.

He wanted Y/n to forget all those bad memories and be like before.

Everyone was present there with Namjoon, everyone was having an important meeting but in the middle Namjoon stopped the meeting to see Y/n's session.

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