Y/n's pov
4 months later
A woman I'm not familiar with is staring me back as I'm sitting in front of a mirror getting ready for our premiere.My hair stylist Peter makes sure I'm comfortable with his choice of hairstyle.On my right,Rachel applied lipstick while on left Lily does last minute touch up on my face.
It's been 4 months since I saw or talk with Henry.He couldn't attend the press meet last week because of his schedule.But he'll be there at the premiere like Jerry told even though I didn't asked.
Not a minute passed without thinking about him.If only I knew I was a horrible girlfriend he ever had.The evening we fought at the set still lingers in my mind.The memory itself made me wince.
After I'm done I stood up to look my final form.Long black blazer covered my frame with black trousers that has a long slit on the left leg styled with a lace bralette.The bralette was a bold move but it completes my outfit.
The red pumps I wore screams confidence yet it matches my clutch and my lips.
And the smokey eye makeup gives the perfect finishing to my look.Thanks to Lily and Rachel.
The look somehow gave me some confidence even though I'm dead inside.I turned to Jerry and Cicely who were on the back sofa.
"Hey is this okay?" I asked smoothing my hands on the fabric.
"Wow Y/n you look beautiful" Cicely smiled widely
"Thank you dear"
Jerry haven't said anything just stared at me,mouth hang open.
"Gonna say something or not?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Damn!!..the biggest mistake I've done is, all these years with you and didn't asked you out yet."
"Wtf" We all laughed loud.
"Well well well someone is sleeping on couch tonight isn't it Rachel?" I suppressed my smile.
"Of course babe" She said
"Nooooo.. I'm sorry baby" Jerry rubbed off his fake tears.
"Well you're lucky that she's my best friend too"
"Yay that's it,best girlfriend ever" He hugged her and lifted off ground a little.
I got hit with memories by that but I acted like nothing.
The ride to the venue was hectic to be honest.My outfit oozes self confidence and my mind is just opposite.I don't know why I'm so scared.Its not like I haven't walked red carpets before but something inside me wants to ditch this.I don't know how to face Henry after all.
Will he talk to me?
Will he even acknowledge me?
I'm well prepared for what have to come from his fans.My social media accounts were handled by Jerry after my breakup.
What if I gave a chance for him to explain at first place?Will we still be together?
No no I can't think about it now,right now I've to live in present.
"It's gonna be okay" Jerry reassured me,squeezing my hand.
***
It wasn't like I expected. Many fans took photos with me and autographs too.My interview also went good even though some questions were targeted on Henry but I played it cool.
Didn't knew I was a good actor.
The cameras flashed on me and I posed differently as I practiced on my mirror.Raising my head high,one hand on hip,I posed or acted like a confident woman.
Suddenly everybody screamed as a black limo pulled up.My heart raced in my chest instantly.I almost gasped when Henry came out in a navy blue tux covering his huge body.
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CAVILLISM
FanfictionSelf written fics about my beautiful man Henry Cavill and his characters
