TRUE FEELINGS

Feelings

A week pass since Hongbin found out about Leo's feelings for Ken and he wanted to know more..

At the apartment "Ken hyung" call his hyung

"Oh Binnie! Do you want some?" Ask Ken offering him a chocolate cookie

"No thanks.. Can we talk, in private?" said the younger with a blush

"Sure, I'm coming" reply the latter following him towards his bedroom and being a slice surprise that his donsaeng lock the door after

"Hyung.." said Hongbin looking at the older that was sitting in his bed "do you.. Like Leo hyung?" With a weak tone

"What are you talking about?" Answered Ken with a frown "You call me to talk about Leo?" Said with an angry tone and stand up to get close to the younger

"H-Hyung I-" try to explain himself when he felt the other's lips kissing him. He didn't put much of a resistance when the older pull him for a deeper kiss, neither when he was pull on the bed and saw his hyung climb on top of him brushing his body with his

"H-Hyung" gasp Hongbin while the cute main vocal let some kisses on his neck "stop it.. pleasee" beg the art work

"Why? You like it, otherwise you would have push me away" said Ken with a playful tone

"I wanna.. I-I wanna" said the younger when he finally got some of his sense back and gently push away the older "I just need to know"

"Aishh.. you are a fun killer you know?" Sigh Ken rolling aside him "why all this interest in Leo?? Do you like him?" Kept talking while he stood up and walk towards the door "go ask him, because I sure don't know shit about his feelings" finish and try to leave the room when Hongbin stop him by a back hug

"I like YOU Ken hyung" confessed the art work "It's just that Leo hyung told me that you were his and for a moment I thought you were using me to get Leo hyung jealous"

"I would never do that to you, I would never do something like that to anyone" answered the older facing his donsaeng "Look.. I had something with Leo until I realize that he didn't love me, he was.. Just fooling around, to use his words. I don't know why he said that to you but it's not true and has non relation towards what I did and why I did with you.." explain the cute main vocal with a serious tone "I'm not sure what I feel about you.. I mean, I like you but I don't know how to call it. I do know for sure that it felt dam good to kiss you, to touch you, that's why I did what I did"

"I don't know how to call it either hyung but.." said Hongbin scratching the back of his head "it did felt goo wh-when you kissed me and specially when you.. Touched.. Me" he felt ashamed at his confession but also relieved "what do we do know?"

"I don't know.. maybe we should figured out our feeling before going any further" though the older "I don't want either of us getting hurt" watch the art work nodded

"But before that.." said the older caressing the younger's lap "we could finish our bathroom session first" said with a glare full of lust

"H-Hyung" shiver Hongbin

"What? We both agree that it felt really good to do what we did so just for once we could see how far we go without any consequence, you know.. no strains attached" proposed the cute main vocal caressing Hongbin's crotch

"Mmmh" the younger let out a moan that make him feel ashamed follow by a "s-sorry"

The older back off then "don't apologize Binnie.. I should be sorry" said with a funny tone "tell you what.." the latter had suddenly an idea "I leave it to you.. This time it's your call" made his stamen

"Y-You mean" ask the other in a shock at his hyung proposal

"Yeap.. If you want me come and find me" gave his donsaeng a final evil smirk and leave the room.

...

When Ken went to sleep he found Leo inside "What are you doing here?" Ask him but didn't get any reply.. He saw his hyung getting close to him, he felt him kissing him, hugging him and he didn't struggled

"I knew it.. You still love me" whisper Leo "you're still mine Jaehwan" said trying to kiss the latter one more time

"So?" Interrupted his hyung "it doesn't mean anything if you don't feel the same way I do Taekwoon hyung" replies with coldness

"J-Jaehwan"

"I'm tired of this.. You confessing your love as long as we are alone, I needed to not feel like that all the time.." the younger said with teary eyes

"Is that why.. Ken was after Hongbin?" Ask the main vocal

"You broke the Jaehwan in me, when I said that I was done with you I let myself be the happy Ken" a dark glared cover his sadness

"Ken.."

"And to answered your question, NO.. I'm not using Hongbin, I'm not fooling around" said with sarcasm "he makes me feel good and I think.." his words were interrupted by his hyung who pull him for a tight hug

"NO!" he shouted "YOU LOVE ME!! ONLY ME! No matter what you always have to love me!" Said shivering

"Why would I keep loving you when you don't love me enough to say it?" ask Ken breaking the hug

"I-I" hesitated the older

"You only have doubts and I can't take it anymore hyung.." said with a weak voice "I-I'm tired know, can you just go and let me sleep?"

Leo then walk towards the door and before leaving he said "I'm not going to give up Jaehwan.. I'll never let you go again" let in a whisper

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