"𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝?"

Chapter 1.

{Ryans pov}
I woke up to the sound of my alarm for my first day of senior year, I hate fucking waking up early even thought I had to, I finally got up from my very comfortable bed. I went to my bathroom and did my skin care and got dressed, I always look good when I have style. "RYAN GET DOWN NOW YOUR GONNA BE LATE.!" Ryans mom screamed out, "OK.!" I shouted back. I was happy to live with my mom since my dad hated me and cheated on my mom for another bitch, but I didn't worry about that, I went downstairs and grabbed my keys and drove off. I finally got there and thank goodness I didn't see Sebastian, ugh I hated him he bullied me ever since. "Yoooo wassup ry." Justin said "sup." I said back "where's regie, and same for Kane.?" I asked confused "oh there with the the number one bitch you hate and the others." Justin said, side eyeing me since I knew who he was talking about. "You gotta be kidding me, hanging out with Sebastian is not what we want them to do." I told jp, "ik but they didn't listen and hardly they don't even know you hate him." Justin said kind of giggling since I only told him who I hate. The other boys came back (the ones jp and ry hangout with) and brought Sebastian and Oliver, I didn't have a problem with oli but Seb is someone I wanna punch but doesn't have the guts to, so I kind of just sit here like a crying bitch. "Heyy it's the cry baby." Sebastian said, I wanted to punch him in the face but oli told him to basically shut up and they just left. I got to mad because I would always cry when seb would hurt me, but Justin hugged me and told me to just ignore him, and he'll shut up soon. The other boys came running to me after hanging out with Darren "hey you okay." regie asked me "yeah I'm fine." I said back "don't sound like it, who was it Sebastian or Oliver, I know oli wouldn't do that shit though." regie said "that's cause you have a fucking crush on him dumbass." Kane replied "damn you gonna take that reg." I said they started to play fight while I felt eyes on me, I didn't dare to look at who was staring so hard at me cause it would probably make a fight since nobody really likes me here the only reason why it's because Sebastian's around me like a maniac, he is one though anyways I didn't care we had to go to class already "which class to do you have ry?." Justin asked me, "I have history, I hate it there." I said "oh yeah Mrs. Green fucking hates us." regie said "yeah we know she's annoying." Kane replied back to us "anyway bye guys see y'all at lunch." I said "see ya too." they all said. I got to history class and saw Sebastian since when was he in this class whatever, I had to sit next to him since they others took all the spots, ughh I wanna go home already, Sebastian saw me annoyed by it and started to smirk, kill me please I hate that smirk he puts on. I sat down and he started to annoy me "Hii cry baby." omfg I wanna punch him so bad. "What do you what." I said annoyed "geez chill baby, why am I annoying you." he said, did this motherfucker just call me baby, ah hell nah. "Yes, yes you are." I just wanted piece and quiet and do my work that I had to do. "Fine whatever but your meeting me after class behind the school got that." he said, I knew why he wanted me there just to fight like always. I can't fight at all to be honest I just wanted to be at home or with Justin my best friend. But no his ass is everywhere I go like how tf does he just be there. Class ended and I didn't go where he told me to cause I forgot he saw me walking to Justin and the others and came up behind me "hey you forgot silly." Seb said all the boys looked behind me and stopped walking to hear our conversation "Seb just leave me alone for once." I said finally telling him to "how about no sweetheart." he told me I looked at him in disgust, he doesn't have the rights to call me that. I just ignored and walked away "wtf is wrong with him calling you that is crazy." Justin said still in shock "fr that can't happen." reg said as well, jp knew I needed space from everyone else so he told the boys to go somewhere else since I need space and they agreed and walked away, I went up to a blossom tree I hangout at when I'm having problems and nobody could see me there sometimes. I was just on my phone doing what I'm usually doing than Justin came by. "Hey you okay." he asked me "yeah I'm good just hanging out." I said "oh ok the boys just wanted to know if your okay." he told me, I just nodded and he left than Sebastian came over to me. I was already annoyed by the time he came "Heyy crybaby." he said smirking once again "Seb leave me alone I already told you." I told him so he would just let me be, "no sorry pretty boy." he said and just say down next to me, I honestly kind of felt comfort when he would just sit there next to me but at the same time I can't like him its not normal for me. I got up and left him there and found another spot,  I wonder what if Seb isn't mean like at home and everywhere else and he's only rude to me when I'm around. He can't be mean to everybody he knows but what happens to Seb when he gets home he always bullies people for no reason maybe something is bad happenin- "earth to Ryan hellooo." Justin said "huh oh hey." my thoughts got interrupted "what were you thinking about." he said with a smirk "Sebastian." "WHAT you hardly think about him." he kind of screamed out "yeah but what happens at home he comes to school bullies people for no reason and next day he's all nice." I said really confused, "I mean I guess your right he always acts like that." jp said back. I looked at Seb playing basketball and started to think again, what if hes not that type of person whose rude.

-anyways I'll try to update next time love ya so much and have a wonderful day-

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