hello readers. I'm Zach a 17 year old boy with a rough past. Hope you like the story
When I was 4 years old my mother decided to leave me and my sister with my father I never realized how angry I was at her for that.
I recently had a talk with my ex about it,he tried to help but I didn't care I was so upset I didn't realize that we all have feelings for a second.
What I said really hurt him but I don't know how to apologize,I'm still upset and angry at my mother for what she did. It really had an impact on me and my sister. It also had a great effect on my father.
I feel numb about everything now. I had the conversation with my ex on Feb 13 then I talked with my gf and told her I had that conversation with him.
I felt bad because I never told her about any of this crap about my past,she already had so much weight on her shoulders. She said it would be best for me if we ended things.
She said she wasn't emotionally ready for a relationship yet and I can understand that but it completely tore me apart.
Me and my family are also having a huge problem with money. My dad has a little bit of a spending problem. He usually just spends it on drinks cigarettes crap like that.
I'm trying to find somewhere I can work so I can get enough money to see someone for my mental health, sense the conversations and the break up I've had a lot of let's say bad thoughts. Wanting to k!ll your mother isn't normal.
Wanting to k!ll everything that makes you happy.
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