𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗

One

 BEEEEEEP! BEEEEEEEEP!,

My loud ass school alarm made me shift violently in my sleep, Dammit morning already? I turned towards the window, but it was still dark...great, I read the time on my phone "5:00". I sat up in my Bed rubbing the corners of my eyes. Was it always this hard to get out of bed or just today? Hazily, I looked around, trying to find my slippers, nope nowhere to be found, greaaaat. I got up quickly ignoring the stars that danced around my retinas and the dizziness, "Alexa turn on nature sounds!" I yelled to my in-house robot.

The sounds of frogs and crickets slowly filled up the room, calming my semi-frayed nerves. I dragged myself into my bathroom stopping at the mirror slash medicine cabinet, staring at the dark eye bags messy hair, and red eyes. I looked terrible, I opened the cabinet to retrieve three pill capsules I've always hated taking medication, depression pills, ADHD meds, pain killers, it was a pill I probably have taken. I took the empty glass cup from the side of my bathroom sink and filled it with water. Quickly threw the pills in my mouth along with the water and swallowed, ugh disgusting.

I threw on a white button-up with a dark blue sweatshirt some lighter blue jeans and white shoes. Put my hair in a ponytail and looked in the mirror, I looked presentable enough, I gave myself a thumbs up and walked out the door locking it behind me.

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Almost everyone was in the class by the time I got there, what the hell took me so long to get here? I came straight here! Luckily the professor was here so I guess was not late? I sighed internally and walked to the only seat available which was in the back of the class, I'm not gonna be able to see shit. I flipped down on the seat digging through my bag to fish out my notebook and pencil.

It has been 40 minutes and the professor is still not here damn I should have just stayed home. It was so noisy in the room by now, people throwing stuff shouting at each other, giggling, and some people simply just fell asleep. however there was one desk that was just packed with people crowding it, I sat up a little to see what everyone else was looking at.

"Hey, Ti Ti what are you doing tonight?" I looked to my right, Kiyana. The only other person I'm really friends with here. "Probably go get ice cream" Her eyebrows rose at that answer. "Are you serious? Why ice cream?" She giggled with that last statement. "Yeah I want ice cream, so I'm gonna get ice cream." She looked at me like I was dumb and just rolled her eyes in the direction I was previously looking at. "Oh yeah, there's a new guy here, I think they said he's a permanent transfer student I don't really know he just kinda showed up today." She glanced and me and stood up "Whoa where are you going" I frantically looked at her. "I wanna see if he's cute" she cheerily smiled at me and skipped over.

I stood up from my seat and followed her, I can't say I wasn't just as curious as she was, maybe for different reasons but still curious nonetheless. I pushed and slid past desks until I got to the one with the crowd. " I saw Kyana walk around to where I was standing, she looked at me then at the crowd, "I don't understand what he is saying" She bit her lip and shrugged her shoulders, "he was still cute though" she giggled and patted my arm. Why are so many people crowding this guy's desk what is this middle school? A few people actually walked back to their desks giving me a chance to see him, he was such a cutie. His long brown hair tan skin and puppy brown eyes made his strong features look soft. My eyes widened and I looked back at Kyana, she mouthed "I know right" and giggled.

"Uh, you okay?" His accent absolutely butchered the words but also made him more attractive? I guess I was staring too hard. "Oh uh, I'm sorry I just wanted to, welcome you to our Uni." I tried to muster a bright smile he smiled back in return and continued talking with another student. I sighed heavily and stalked back to my table.

The bell rang...finally, I grabbed my keys out of my bag and damn near jogged to my car. "Excuse me do you have minute?" I stopped abruptly and turned, "Uh yeah sure, do you need anything?" I awkwardly smiled, "yes, well the school..." he stumbled on his words while opening up his arms, I looked at him confused. "The school is big...you mind?" My eyes widened slightly, oh I see he needs a tour guid "do you want a tour of the school?" He nodded and sighed. Cute.

We walked around the main part of the campus, the main hall, the conference building, the Cafe, and just the main areas. He looked around in awe, well until we found a campus map, he stared at it confused. "This all of the school?" He turned to me pointing at the map. I nodded slowly "Yup, this is all of the school."

He blinked harshly and sighed. I couldn't stop staring at him. Everything he did was so attractive it shook me. "Do you live in a dorm or in an off-campus apartment?" Is it weird I'm asking this question maybe, maybe not? "Yes I live in dorms" he glanced in my direction "You?" He asked, he had a nice voice. "Yeah, no I live in an apartment a few streets from here" I chuckled trying to make this a little less awkward. He gave me a tight-lipped smile and turned around fully in my direction.

"You seem nice, if I have question I can come to you? " His eyebrows furrowed, I blinked a few times before his question sunk in. "Uh yeah ok sure" I didn't smile this time, he didn't either, I caught myself staring at him again, his eyes slightly curved down, with long lashes peeking over on his eyelids, he was absolutely gorgeous. He cleared his throat. " I have to go now, thank you" he waved and walked in the direction of the dorms. "Ok see you later!" I waved back he probably didn't see me. I giggled to myself. Out of all the people he could have asked he asked me? I smiled so widely that it made my cheeks hurt.

I can't explain it but, I'm pretty sure I have 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦.