20: Happier than ever

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Fourth POV

May 1, 2024

Gemini's condo

8 pm

We are now doing karaoke. We do that every once in a while. Now, we are with Ohm and Nanon. We bonded many times for the past month. They were super fun to be with and we are grateful to have them. 

"Let us sing my favorite song. Take a guess. Let us do charades for it." I asked

"Okay, bestie. Let us play charades." Nanon said

"English, three words. First word is a comparative word for an emotion." I said

"Happier." Ohm said

"Second word is used to introduce the second element in a comparison." I continued

"Than." Nanon said

"Third word is increasingly and constantly." I ended

"Ever." Gemini replied

"You are all correct! Amazing guess guys! You know me so well!" I said

I stood up at the top of the table and act like it is the stage. I really love this song because I am a fan of Billie Eilish. The song started like this.

When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two to think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do, mm-mmm

Happier than ever is my comfort song. It heals me everytime I hear it.

Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue)
When you (when you) said you were passing through
Was I even on your way?

I knew when I asked you to when I asked you to                                                                                                 Be cool about what I was telling you                                                                                                                  You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said you'd do                                          And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair                                                                                                                                                        You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable                                                                                    So if you really wanna know                                                                                                                                              

When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you)                                                                                        I'm happier than ever (happier than ever)                                                                                                       Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better)                                                                             I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mmm-mmm

You call me again, drunk in your Benz                                                                                                            Driving home under the influence                                                                                                                           You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath                                                                                             'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends   

I don't relate to you

I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty                                                                                                                         
You made me hate this city                                                                                                                                         And I don't talk shit about you on the internet                                                                                                        Never told anyone anything bad                                                                                                                        'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything                                                                         And all that you did was make me fucking sad                                                                                                     So don't waste the time I don't have                                                                                                                      And don't try to make me feel bad

I could talk about every time that you showed up on time                                                                                But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did                                                                                            Never paid any mind to my mother or friends                                                                                                      So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid

You ruined everything good                                                                                                                                           Always said you were misunderstood                                                                                                                        Made all my moments your own                                                                                                                                    Just fucking leave me alone

I hope that the lyrics of Happier than ever inspired you to be happy.

"You got 100. Amazing!" Nanon said while Gemini kissed me on the lips

A/N

Special thanks to Happier than ever by Billie Eilish lyrics

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