lotus lay in cameron's bed in an oversized black t-shirt with shorts underneath and knee-high black socks.
cam let her do her daily routine first. her hair is still in the same messy bun from yesterday she plans to wash it whenever she got back home.
cam is currently in the bathroom while lotus is watching bring it on fight to the finish. this was one of the movies that brought her a lot of comfort from her childhood.
she tried out some new skin care products that made her skin glow and she's loving it. she loved doing what made her feel good.
she posted some pictures of herself earlier on Instagram. she received DM's from people who have no self respect and knows that she's in a relationship. she did respond back to all the kind comments.
cam reposted it soon after he is so happy to be with someone who has such a beautiful soul. he didn't care about what outsiders thought about his relationship.
cameron came out of the bathroom with his locs in a ponytail. he wore a black t-shirt with black blue striped pajama pants and black socks.
" baby, are you hungry? " cameron asked as he organized the small decorations on his desk.
" no not yet... i'm just really tired my energy levels have been so low lately it's kind of annoying. " lotus spoke as she laid on her side to face him.
" hmm... that's weird as fuck. do you want to go to the doctor or is this something that's been common and you just didn't tell me anything? " cameron said with concern causing his face to ball up in confusion.
he sprayed some of his luxury cologne on before placing it back in the organizer with the rest of his colognes that he's collected.
" it's been pretty common... " lotus said with uncertainty about how he was going to react.
he walked over towards the bed standing over her glancing between her and his phone " what's up with it?... talk to me baby... " he said as he placed his phone on his side table.
he was searching up what could possibly cause this but Google always makes it sound as if a mf is on the verge of death.
he also wanted to be attentive to his girlfriend.
cam laid beside lotus and motioned her to sit on his lap while talking to him. both of their love languages are touch.
" i have major depressive disorder so sometimes i experience burnout and it can take me days to get my energy back. " lotus said as she placed her hands onto his stomach avoiding eye contact.
eye contact was difficult for her whenever she was being vulnerable.
" why you never told me? it ain't nothing to be ashamed of... lotus look at me.. " cam spoke with his eyes already placed on hers.
" i don't know.. i kind of second guess being open about it because i want to avoid being judged. " lotus spoke as she made eye contact with him.
" i would never judge you for being human. i appreciate you as you are you never have to second guess. " cameron reassured her as he rubbed his hands along her thighs.
" off topic... doesn't my skin look so good right now? " lotus said trying to lighten up the mood.
cameron laughed before saying " yes it does... you look edible but you always do regardless. "
" thanks cam i figured that you noticed... is there anything that you want to talk about? " lotus spoke softly with a smile.
" hmm... my past relationships it used to be hard for me to show up as my best self i never cheated but i had some insecurities that i needed to work through.
i'm glad that i learned to no longer allow my insecurities to control my actions. " cameron said honestly as his hands traveled to her waist.
" I'm proud of you.. insecurities can be very hard to work through. " lotus said as she placed her hands around his wrists she liked touching him.
" i'm proud of you too baby... " cameron said
lotus placed a kiss onto his cheek and then on his lips. he wrapped his arms around her waist to bring her down towards his body to hug her.
she laid her head down in the crook of his neck as he rubbed his hands along her waistline.
" you smell so good... " cameron said before exhaling deeply.
" you look good in anything... " cameron added as he noticed lotus's breathing get heavier.
" thanks handsome... " lotus spoke as she sat up and got up from the bed to walk over to his full length mirror.
cameron kept his gaze upon his muse the whole time. he was so in love and wasn't afraid to admit it.
" we should go to ulta they have this lipgloss that i want.. " lotus spoke as she looked into the mirror before looking over at him.
" whatever you want you can get it.. " cameron said as she began to walk over to him.
she leaned over him and he wrapped his hand around her neck to bring her in closer placing a kiss onto her lips and then her neck.
" we should go before they close... "
—————— until next time, mwah!
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