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Harlem, NY HOME 1:07 am March 4, 2024
here i was in my bed crying, don't ask me why i don't know. i tend to have these moments where i wake up really early and just let all my feelings out and rethink all my life choices. only zariah knows i get like this but currently she's at dd's house with darrian, and mom and aunt fab are on a vacation with crimsley reyes.
[idk if that's her actual last name i'm just using it for the story]
so i was left here by myself with nothing but Bryson Tiller and my thoughts to keep me company
7:45 am
i decide to get up and put on some sweats, a hoodie, socks and some black crocs. i grab my purse and head to the deli, once i reach the deli i see notti out there with ddot
"solána whatchu doing out here" ethan asks as he takes a hit from his blunt and begins to walk towards me
"hi ethan" i lazily smile "what's wrong why are you crying" he cups my face
then i broke down
"idk ethan im just really upset and i can't sleep properly and i miss my mom. im in that house bored out of my mind-" i explain to him but i get interrupted
"come on ivori let's go home" he grabs my hand and we begin walking back to my house
once we get there we go upstairs to my room, once we get in there i take my shoes off and sit on my bed and ethan sits right beside me
"come here"he gestures for me to sit on his lap. "what's going on ma talk to me"
"i don't know ethan i've just been waking up and crying myself back to sleep, i miss my mom and my sister. i think i might be lonely" i tell him truthfully. he then cups my face and makes me look at him
"if you ever feel lonely you can always call me, i'll answer every time" he tells me as i notice the tension starts to shift once his right hand goes from the right side of my face to my throat, he then looks into my eyes, to my lips, back to me asking for confirmation
i nod my head as we both lean in and close the space between both of us. the kiss was soft and sweet, then he detaches his lips and trails them down my neck leaving a hickey or two
he then pulls away and kisses my forehead, then we lay down at the head of my bed in silence
"hey ethan" i start, then i feel him turn his head my way
