𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - w.scobell

𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭?

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"i broke everything inside me and i don't know how to fix it"
MESSAGES, IRL, DMS
suggested song for this chapter: soap - melanie martinez
"uh oh there it goes i said too much it overflowed. why do i always spill?"

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aryan😬🐐

aryan😬🐐
walker are you okay??

aryan yes i am???

aryan😬🐐
walker😑

not really

aryan😬🐐
what's wrong man?

i don't know how to explain it
like i'm actually struggling for words over here

aryan😬🐐
i'm here to listen when you find em

thanks man
do you remember that girl i had a crush on like last year??

aryan😬🐐
that layla girl?
the one i hate with every fibre of my being?
satan reincarnated?
🤔🤔🤔
yes😬

aryan💀
you're actually funny

aryan😬🐐
you're only finding this out now?
ANYWAYS!! back to you

ANYWAYS
so after her i kind of like told myself that i wasn't gonna do that again
at least for a while
because rejection does not taste good 😖
um and then i was on instagram and i saw this girl's post and i was like
holy fuck she's gorgeous
and as i went to dm her i remembered layla last year and basically just broke down crying
like it was so bad when my dad came in to get me for breakfast and saw me and then sat me down to talk about it he started crying too
and that made me feel bad
because like not only can i not allow myself to be happy now i'm making everyone else upset
and my dad really tried to give me advice and mason did too but they were basically saying the same thing and i just couldn't
and now i don't know what the fuck to do

aryan😬🐐
walker i'm so sorry man

i just feel like i broke everything inside me and i don't know how to fix it

aryan😬🐐
walker don't blame yourself for not allowing yourself to be happy
you're not responsible for that
that's on layla and that other asshole who's name is always forget

kieron

aryan😬🐐
KIERON!
what an asshole name
ANYWAY
you made yourself vulnerable to this girl and she turned you down and it hurt
it was the first time you asked a girl out and you got rejected of course it's gonna break you!
but you don't even know this new girl walker
and you don't know if she's gonna be like layla or not
you're just gonna have to find out
because sometimes life sucks that way and you have to do everything yourself unfortunately
so the best advice i can give you is go for it

but what if it happens all over again?
what if she actually is another layla?

aryan😬🐐
you picked yourself up after layla and you can do it again
it took a while and you were upset for sure but you're walker freaking scobell
you're actually the strongest kid i know
and i knew that before we started shooting for percy
walker you have the best support system all around you
and we'll all be here for you no matter what happens