Swallow

IV

tell me, he asks

mars, I say

tuesday, he says

it's a long and sad story, I say

give me the short version, he says

I hate myself

I have for a long time

it started with weight

then looks

then everything

I never skipped meals

or self harmed

I took pills

and I still do

I need them, I say

he looks at me

with sad eyes

tuesday, I'm going to help you, he says

okay, I say
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I'm listening to 5sos individual vocals and oh my goodness it's like heaven