IM BACK YAY, im still depressed tho lol. Did a few tests turns out I most likely have most mental disorders in the book (depression, anxiety, ocd, adhd etc). But yur sorry for the HUGE cliffhangers and short chapters. Will forever love the people who are still reading🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
3RD PERSON'S POV:
Midnight hit. Tick...tick..tick. Yet the frail little girl was huddled up on the cold hard floor of her bed. She squinted her eyes as the pounding and stinging feeling in her chest was getting worser.
She didn't want to deal with it anymore, she wanted to let it out like she used to when she was younger.. 'c'mon just cry please. It's getting worser.' She silently begged herself as she wanted to just sleep.
She felt her tears rising up, she couldn't stop here. She squinted as she begged and begged to continue. Soon she couldn't stop herself willingly.
Tears poured and poured on the floor as she silently sobbed. It was no problem, after all she got used to being silent after being silenced. She cried and cried until she hit the floor with a thud, finally resting.
Her only thoughts before her eyes had fully rested being 'This feels so nice.. First time in a few years huh.'
The birds chirping woke her up, puffy eyes, pinker lips and pink nose. How long did she cry? She got up and went to her bathroom to try and lessen the puffiness. She was met or reminded of a 6 year old girl begging to not be hit from dropping a grain of rice while practicing to serve food.
Ice. It just stung her eyes, cold water. Worked but didn't get rid of the red nose, she could live. 'I'll just say it was a cold, who would question me anyways? El oh el.' She turned away from the mirror not wanting to face her reflection any longer.
She humoured herself before dressing up and exiting her bedroom, she saw everyone already outside. 'Must've woke a bit later than usual.' Trying to ignore everyone she made herself a piece of toast with jam.
"You woke up later than usual." A cold but soothing voice said, Fuyumi. "I guess I was just really tired." "Hm." A short yet cold conversation, that's how it usually went in this family anyways. "Shoto, come have some more food before school!" At least between them and I.
AT SCHOOL😒 (I haven't even updated this CHAPTER for at least 1-2 months, i'm so nya itchi ni san nya arigato kawaii🫶🏼):
'Woke up at 8am yet still got to school early. Why do I have to be so amazing geez?' The 'confident' girl thought to herself acting like she didn't cry smh. Y/n opened the door and saw a few people, Todoroki, Bakugo, Izuku, Mina, Momo, Uraraka. Isn't that wonderful?
"Hey Y/n-san! Come sit with us!" Mina called out, thankfully she was the nice one. 'Please don't start shit Momo, i'm begging you. Not literally.' The girl let out a short 1 second laugh as she walked over to them.
'Wait did I even do my hair?' The girl thought to herself as she saw Uraraka and Momo taking glances at her hair from time to time. "Sorry I need to bring out some essentials, I hope it won't be a bother."
The grey or e/c girl said (I can't remember what I put in help), she bought out her mirror, hairbrush, and some light makeup applicants. She would never do a day of school looking drowned out. After all, it's good to keep up the family name by representation too right?
'Uh uh, they actually let me walk out like this? Fake ass bitches.' Y/n thought to herself humorously, although she was trying to ignore the small pain in her heart she shrugged it off.
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Was it worth it? BHNA VARIOUS X FEM READER
FanfictionY/n L/n got adopted into the Todoroki family at 10 years old. Obviously not being liked by most the family except Fuyumi her older sister. She doesn't have much to live her, only with her powerful quirks and high school she can increase and wait on...
