Little things i regret

I choose her

Playlist- before anyone else's by yena

I wait her at the bus stop. As we promised, we are gonna go to Lotte World. My heart beating nervously and it's left a question mark in my head. It's not a date. We are going out as a friend.

Soon, she show up with a cute black skirt mix with white leather jacket and a black slingbag. ironicly, her outfit matched with mine. I wore a jacket that have radiant color of white and black with black jeans. i simply put neclace as my accessory.

"you look handsome park gunwook" i am a bit taken by her bluntly. I averted my gaze with her but she caught me blushing and like always she started to tease me. "You are cute when you are blushing gunwookie" she giggled.

fortunately, the bus already arrived. I rush to the bus. "Stop it you weirdo" i said to her. She sit next to me and keep teasing me through our rides.

after almost one hour, we finally arrived. Myah be the first one that off the bus. "Don't run. I am not here to babysit" i stopped her.

"Gunwook let's try all rides. I am excited" she said like a kid. Maybe she is really from a kindergarten.

"yeah okay, but stay close with me. People are too many and we might loss each other "

"got it!" Before i could say more, she took my hand and brought me to run with her.

She looks more excited than me and i can't complained when she always smile throught days. We tried all rides until we feel tired.

"i don't want to bring my friends because i will be a third-wheeling." We were sitting in ice cresm shop. And she always brought up why i asked her instead of my friends. I don't have a choice except to explain to her.

"wait, that mean they are dating?" I nodded. I don't really like telling people about my friends private life since people quick in judging. But telling this weird girl didn't raise a problem. "That's cute"

"it's you who are weird"

"it's took me a week to accept both of my friends are dating. And how could i didn't noticed?"

"Maybe you don't know how love work" her word knocked some sense to me. Maybe she's right, i was born in unloveable situations.

"Maybe you are right. I never know how love work. My parents barely home. And if they home i will only heard them fighting." i look down at my nearly finished bowl. She maybe thinks i am weird because i told about my problems. i felt a hand patted my head. I lifted my head to see Myah smiled warmly to me.

"you are a good boy. You have been through a lot" i wanted to push her hand but her word somehow put comfort in me.

I smiled back and utter, "thanks" to her.

she stood up and make me startled a bit. "Time to buy churros"

"again?" I sighed.