I heard the "big" news, it felt like a huge tsunami came and swallowed me whole after hearing those words leave your soft lips. No, being swallowed by a tsunami doesn't fit. I felt the hold world crumbled until I was left in a black abyss. In that black abyss, I could feel my heart being ripped from my body. It was being taken away by you, and there was nothing I could do. It's not your fault though. I waited too long.I thought time and I was friends. That he was rooting for me from the start of the race to the end. He must have got tired of waiting too. Sound has stopped at this moment, and I couldn't breathe. I feel like we are in space. Only you have a suit on and I'm the one gasping for air in the silence of Gods. The words you spoke, I couldn't hear. I didn't want to, but I have to be sure so I read your lips. Now, the memory is like a broken record in my head that loops. Before you could finish, time did do me a favor. He gave me time to think. With the extra time, I called Cupid. He rejected the call. Maybe, he was showing me a valuable lesson. Maybe it was a game to him. Maybe I was not worthy. However, these thoughts did not matter. I wanted to run. I wanted to free myself from the tension encasing my chest. I wanted my heart to beat again, but time unfroze itself. I was still facing you with the perfect fake grin on my face. Oh how cruel the world is. How stupid I was to wait to tell you how much you meant to me....
