I should of noticed

Part 4

Justin's POV: 

Me and Louise were making out on the couch, when there was a knock on the door,. I sighed and answered it, it was the police... "May I help you sir?" I asked, "Yes, you know the girl Islay, she killed herself, but wrote this suicide note to you." He said, I looked at him in shock, I took the note he had sticking out, and opened it, It read.;

Dear Justin,

If you ever get this note, this is just something I've always wanted to say, but never had the guts too, but I love you so much, so much it hurts, so much that everyday seeing you just brings a smile to my face, brings joy into my life, knowing that I even get to see you is a blessing. You meant everything to me, you were my world. Seeing you with my best friend who wanted nothing to do with you, when I did, broke me.. And every time seeing you with her for a whole year, just made me feel, I wasnt even worth it. I just wanted to tell you,. I loved you, and the note I threw at my 'friend' is my love letter for you.."

By the time you read this, 

I am not living right now. 

But I do Love you.

xoxoxo,

Islay