Teacher Attachment

Update

Hey guys! It's been a while.. a shit ton has been going on with my attachment and anxiety problems. So I just wanted to give u guys an update .

So the teacher that I'm attached to has been very On and off with me and stuff. I still try to talk to her even thought I'm not supposed to but it's way to hard not too. So a few little incidents have a ac
I've seen my teacher at the worst times possible. For example after my science midterm.  I went to collect my phone from the cafeteria and I felt like I couldn't breathe so I grabbed it and walked out, I sat down on a bench and immediately started hyperventilating. Next thing I knew I was having a full on anxiety attack and I was crying. It was a few minutes later and I was still unable to breathe and I heard a lot of teachers start to leave and most of them just walked by but then I felt a hand touch my back and words coming from you guessed it... my teacher. I lifted my head up and my mascara was running down my face and she said mon petit what's wrong ( french for my little) I couldn't even get the words out of my mouth but I was so grateful she was there. Not only did she defy her own wishes but she helped me with something she isn't even qualified to do. Once I was calm enough to talk explained to her that I've been struggling with not being able to talk to her and not being able to visit her because it was a normal occurrence for me because she's like my comfort teacher and she said that I can come talk to her if I need but I still don't bc I don't wana make her uncomfortable.

Welp that's my little story for today
So sorry for the long wait

Love ya!!
Leah