ᴅᴀʏꜱʜᴀ ᴍᴀᴋᴀʏʟᴀ ʙʀᴏᴡɴI woke up and my vision was blurry. I noticed that I was in the hospital, just hearing faygo yelling at the top of his lungs.
" Nigga how you gone blame me for your actions? It's ya fault as to why she left right? cus you weren't treating her right so fuck up"Some big black figure had said.
" Nigga ima blame you! It was ya job to keep an eye on her right? That the fuck I'm paying you fa. over here doing some bullshit instead of doing ya fucking job." Faygo yelled at the man
"Man fuck this and fuck you" The man replies before leave the room, faygo walk close to me but I couldn't see him as well but I could hear the cries from him
"what happened" I asked him not remembering a thing
" Daysha.. we lost her." Faygo said before crying harder
"lost? lost who???" I said completely confused.
" The baby. We lost her mama" He said as gave me a hug
"get out faygo" I said on the urge to cry
"Nigga what?" he looked me in a confused look
"GET OUT" I yelled making him leave and slam the door behind him.
As he left, I let it all out, tears were falling down my face and I couldn't control it. I was just to hurt by the news that were just released to me
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"Daysha.."I heard from a familiar voicei open my eyes seeing it was my sister,jayla.
"what the fuck are you doing???"i blurred out.
"i haven't see you in a few months and that's the first thing you say??"she said with a disgust
"yes that's the first thing ima say. i was missing for months and what were you doing? you know what get the fuck out!" I shouted as I was about to cry
"Listen I know I didn't some fucked up shit to you and Im here to apologize. I just wanted to say sorry and I would love to just forget about all this and have a new fresh start." she said
I hate how forgiving I am but I did it yall 😒
" I forgive and we can have a fresh start." I said not making eye contact with her
"thank you, and I'm sorry for your lost about yo baby" she said looking at me
" yea, I don't even know what happened-" I was saying until I was cut off.
"Hiya! so sorry to distrub what was going on but visiting hours are over, come back tomorrow at 8 am!" the nurse said as she walked in
" ok, ill talk to you tomorrow sis" my sister said as she left.
the nurse left a bottle water on the counter and turn the lights the off.
"sorry for your loss daysha, but good night"the nurse said as well before leaving
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The next day
" Good morning Daysha, how did you sleep?" The nurse asked me as she came in the room with a food tray.
" I couldn't really sleep, a lot happened yesterday, and just too much to take in you know" I said sitting up on the bed
"Yeah, I understand you just lost your baby but just try to take it in one at a time so you heal and grief correctly, " The nurse said looking at me
" I'm going to try, everything is just too much for me right now like I feel like I need to go somewhere like maybe a new state or a new country cus this shi is draining" I explain sounding exhausted
" Is something else happening? its okay to let it out" The nurse said rubbing my arm gently
" Yestardy my sister who literally hated me showed up, my crazy baby daddy also show up, I haven't heard from my friends "I said rubbing my hands down my face
"wow that's a lot but honest try not to let that get to you just focus on one thing at time and do you best for yourself "The nurse said
" Yea, thank you nurse"
"No problem, at time Daysha, now let me leave you to enjoy your meal." she said before she left.
guess whos I'm backkk🌚
and yes ill try to be more active
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