First Quarter (twilight fanfiction)

Maybe a little bit confused

I couldn't take my eyes off them, and they couldn't stop staring at me. I felt like a deer in headlight facing those beady amber eyes, I knew they could hear my thoughts clearly. *what am I gonna do*?!

"You good Em?" Eric had said while booping my nose, I felt my head finally turn back around to the very positive energy that had sat down beside me. "Yeah? Why are the Cullens staring at you like you killed their father"??

I laughed and picked up a very soggy piece of French toast, "Good question Jessica, I in fact did kill their father, oh! And I also managed to kill every chance you have at having a ride home today" I said in response, her face dropping to a more puffy one. "I was just curious! Please don't make me walkkkkkk" my body moved forward onto the table, I watched as she pouted and her eyes blinked at me in a begging manner. All I did was laugh in response, "should have thought about that before making your comment sweet cheeks"~

She groaned and put her palms against her puffy cheeks, I turned my head back to the table, yet instead of seeing those same eyes, I was faced with a whole empty table. I felt myself settle a bit, surely there was no way that they knew?

"So did you hear"? Eric said, his sandwich particles falling from his mouth, "I don't wanna hear it from your food falling from your face" Jessica had handed him a napkin, "sorry"!

Mike joined the table sitting right across from me and Jess, "hear what"?

"There is a new girl joining our school"

My body froze while he continued talking, I didn't know I was this close to the beginning, I thought I still had plenty time?! The only name that came to mind was a very simple but beautiful name, "Bella.."

"How did you know"? Eric had asked in a very cheerful but questioning tone. My eyes shot open a little and I felt myself pause before answering, "um?- oh you know- haha! Just some girl gossiping in the halls"! My sandwich had been forced into my mouth by my own hands, maybe if my mouth is full he won't ask questions? "That's weird? Only me and a the newspaper club know". I only chuckled looking at Jess with a 'save me' face, as if god was present, she innocently replied with, "Eric, nobody, and I mean NOBODY! Can keep their mouths shut in this school"

Maybe I will offer her a ride home

Soon enough lunch had ended, students made their ways back to class and lockers were hard to navigate. I still don't know much, How could I when I only got here last month?! The world of this book series had a lot more going on than what I had suspected.

This world was the book of an amazing author, Stephanie Meyer, wrote the series twilight. Yeah! You guessed it! I'm in the famous romance series that had made everyone go through their ' I'm not like other girl~ I read during important moments'

I'm not hating on it, it's genuinely a really good book. I only wish the actor was different in the real world. In this world the characters look different, more of a menacing experience? I'm sure it's because this was what the author originally thought. When I was alive in the other world I had watched and read every single book and movie! Since I wasn't allowed out much I figured why not binge on what everybody else was watching. And just as soon as the last movie had ended, I had a simple stroke and died on my basement couch. When I had woke up, I was in the body of an unknown girl, Emery Damsel, who was the same age as Bella and even went to school with her. A lot has been complicated since, when I look in the mirror I don't have my hard features, more softer ones covered my face. My hair wasn't as short either, longer locks had fell from my shoulders and even covered my ass. Blue eyes and a tan skin tone, truly I was sorta simple, having every blondes looks. All except how young I looked! I could pass for maybe 14!!

It's been so much of a struggle that I don't even get treated like my age even in my group of friends, the only one would be Jess since I drive her home every now and then.

I close my locker shut and walked my way to my next class, I only have three more adding this one. The halls were half empty, and at this rate I would walk in a minute late or so. As if on cue the bell rang and I felt myself sigh, I don't know how emery was able to get to class every time.

She always had perfect attendance and grades, never late to any class, had helped every year with donations, and food drives, and she even started a small club that helps with tutoring. The sad part is that I have no recollection of all that, in the real world I was behind on everything and I have bad time-management skills. Really I would be everything opposite to her, I didn't stay inside all day and study, I didn't like math and I was super bad at all the things she is good at. If it weren't for her diary, I wouldn't even know all this!

I made it to class with the addition of my teacher scolding me, students passing notes, kids sleeping, and texting was all I could notice. I would be on my phone to if it weren't for the fact that she doesn't own a phone!? My head was down for the entirety of the class, social skills wasn't at all like the name. It was boring, full of talking about communication in a very adulty and serious manner.

When it did end I ended up with an insane amount of work, but that didn't bother me. What bothered me was my next class, no amount of anticipation would help with what I had to sit through.

It was biology, now it's has always been a problem even in the other world, but it was now for a whole different reason. In that class was the male lead of the series, Bella's future husband and father of her daughter, the "hottest" vampire this generation had to offer.

Edward Cullen

He sat alone, probably for plot, but never had anyone tried to sit with him, talk to him, or even had out papers to him. You would think he was being bullied and left out, yet all I hear is praises of his good looks!

When I made it to that door, I felt my breath hitch. This afternoon I had a stare down at his lunch table, A STARE DOWN!! How am I gonna get through class without awkwardly looking over to him? It isn't even on purpose, more of a knowing feeling. Knowing that his family are main characters, knowing what will happen and who he is specifically.

But there he was, his skin sorta shining despite the rainy weather. His hood wasn't hiding it very well-

I made my way to the very back, this class doesn't have assigned seats even thought it will suddenly when Bella arrives. My books piled on the desk, when I sat down my skirt rose up a bit uncomfortably. Those didn't bother me all that much though, not when I have so much on my mind.

As soon as the teacher started speaking I felt the sound drown out, my eyes started to turn his way. To be truthful, he didn't look like the actor, his face seeming more boyish than what the actor displayed, his hair also having a more bronze shine to it than a red tone. Even his eyes were more of a red than the orange they portrayed, I felt like the movie did no justice for what was actually meant to be. As if he could sense it, which he definitely can, he slowly turned his head back. I was quick enough to focus to the front, my cheeks heating up. How was I ever gonna get through this whole process when they are the literal definitions of hot and cold?

Will I even get through it?