I have this thing where I miss the past, so this causes me to be in depression. It's like stuck own world, just walking. I feel anything but just regret on how I use to want to be older. Now I would kill any to be young again. In the breeze, cold , clear air. Sun shine, happiness. As I'm thinking right now I see yellow sunflowers moving through the breeze, peaceful. In my world people don't get ME they look past the true real me and hug the the me show them. I don't even want social media or gf or bf but that's what's push to me. Now I look at the real me and Criticize the way I am. I wish I can turn back time and be me and nobody else. The person I look at in the mirror is not the same person 7 years ago. And I hate that I freaking hate this. Anyways just wanted to get this outta my brain.-signed unknown
