things I want to tell you

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Hey there, it's me, just someone on the internet who wants to share about her life through Wattpad. I know, not the best platform to publish something that is used for writing stories. Well maybe I'm writing this probably to keep myself sane and productive. Or maybe because I don't have any story plot so far.

Okay a little introduction about myself. I am someone. I live in India, West Bengal. And I'm soon going to be 18 in July, 2024. It's February, 2024 right now and my board examination are going on and in a month my school life is gonna be over. I am preparing for NEET exam. Which is a medical exam and I don't think I'm gonna crack it this year and have been already making plans for taking a drop.

No, I'm not giving up early, I'm just calculating myself and I already know what I am capable of. And also in the typical Indian home, you already might guess how my everyday life is. Parents are more about my future than I am. Dont worry I am just being sarcastic. I love them.

But this story isn't about what I am or who I am but about my messed up love life as a teenager. As being a teenager everything is dramatic all the time. So this incident takes place back in 2022 during my 10th boards. We will dive into it of course. But! Fisrt, I just want to tell you people that this story isn't a typical love story. But and over dramatic one and a real one. I'm just right here telling a story about my life where I thought that everything is forever and then reality hits and you grow up and realise your mistakes but just like always who doesn't make a mistake as a teenager, I'm sure everyone here as made mistakes in their life, but my mistakes are probably one of the worst to look at because I know that I can't go back and turn them back. i definately regret them but im almost 18 now and i guess ill keep learning from  my mistakes.

A/n : I hope you guys are excited for this one. I have never wrote a novel or rom com stories in my life. This is a start and also my board exams are going on. And I'll be updating after the exams. And their will be weekly updates. Thankyou to everyone who is viewing my stories. I hope you all enjoy and I really appreciate it.   

P.s. - this is unedited, I will probably add parts when I like to. As you know it's a journal. I'll keep updating them.