What is life . Well I can't feel it . It seems like I am alive but can't feel myself anymore . Why me why . Everyone has to leave me . Flashback [Mature content ahead , words like abusing etc . Suggested to skip if uncomfortable]
A four years old girl , dressed in a floral frock , along with her mother shifted into a new house . Sigh. What a poor girl , didn't even know what will happen to her . " Mama mama when will dadda come?" she pouted while asking to her mother . Her mother explained while weeping silently and trying to suck in those painful tears "Soon , love . Let's unpack , should we? " "Yes mama ". Few years later " Mom where are you going ?" Y/N asked curiously "Just going to work , I will return soon . Be a good girl , okay ? " "Okay , promise" The scene made her smile . The single mother had a lot of plans for her daughter . She wanted to be independent and keep her away from her abusive father.
Being bored at house Y/N decided to wander. She took her lolipop and proceeded among the unknown lanes . "Uncle can you show me the path to the new grocery shop?" Y/N said to a stranger. "Ofcourse come with me." Stranger said . After sometimes going with him Y/N felt that something was wrong. Although she was 8 years old still she was more mature than the other kids her age. The attire of the stranger increased the suspection of Y/N . The attire was oddly black and the face of the stranger was slightly covered . Suddenly the stranger started laughing. This made Y/N scared . She tried to run . But alas ! In the midst of an unknown lane and with an unknown person , left her in tears . "Wh....who are y...you ?" She uttered finally. The person said grinning " Your Death". "W..what do y..you mean?! I did no..nothing ." The cold eyes of the stranger were replaced with anger. That made him kind of familiar to Y/N . "Dad? Where were you in the past years ? I missed you so much you kn..." The father cutted her off by saying " You brat , for you your mom left me . I will never forgive you ." "Wh..what are you saying ?" "You know I never wanted you . I even told your mom to abort you , she is so stupid to keep you . She told that she adored your presence in her womb ." The sudden realisation of her father hatred towards her crushed her . Even the adults cannot take the weight of such words , and she was a child only . She felt so useless , meaningless to the world that made her seeking death in such a young age . "I am sorry , v...very so...sorry dad " . "Sorry won't work , just by seeing you dead by my hands will satisfy me ." the evil father said with a tint of loathe . It felt like the world stood still . Just beating sounds with a leather belt was being heard. The torment was unbearable, as mind and body both were being hurt and ripped off.
At the moment the father lost his every chances to be called 'father'. The meaning itself became so numb . A father who gives his life for his child , was then taking his own blood's life . The bloodthirst made him blind , completely. Just like a mad wolf in between of a dense jungle pouncing on it's pray , he seemed like that . However that day Y/N lost her all respects , adoration , devotion for her father . After bearing such an unbearable pain she finally got a chance to escape and never come back to the hell . With torn dress , hair messed up , eyes red like blood , bearfoot , running aimlessly , calling her mother even knowing she was far away from her . Throns stuck in her petal like feet on the way , but she managed to run . When she reached home, her mother was walking back and four th. After seeing her mother she immediately hugged her . Her mother joined her in crying . Both of the poor hearts pouring out their silent grief. Such a fate , the mother having guilt over not being able to keep her daughter safe and the daughter having guilt over her own existence. Whimpering over such a fragile and non-rigid statement that even the hell is better than this cruel earth . Both If the broken hearts tearing even more to watch each other in that condition. But who will care ? Earth will revolve and time will move on . Is there anyone to mend their hearts ? Time can move but when it comes to your favourite person , moving on , the word itself seems even more impossible. It is like a human who is miserably failed at moving the mountains with his bare hand , even if he wants to . They had each other only . So , afterwards they promised to keep each other safe and never leave . Flashback ends , mature content ends.
Even after 12 years that matter bothers Y/N . She gets uncomfortable sharing about her family with anyone . In result she gets brutally teased by the society . She bears everything silently .
But , today was more inhuman to her . Today was the 2nd death anniversary of her beloved mother . Yes , the once made promise was crushed by the death of her mother in a fatal accident . She can't help but gets nightmares almost every night after that incident.
Going to her part time job she chuckled "Fate is really unfair to me ."
While walking with a clouded mind in the familiar lanes , she suddenly got bumped with a unknown person . "I'm really sorry , I didn't mean...." That's the moment she saw rage in his eyes which she hated and will hate for forever. I almost cried writing this chapter T•T Stay tuned for next chapter , not asking for much , but target for 10 reads atleast . Don't be a silent reader . Do comment and vote . Please bear with my late updates . I'm trapped in my messed up study schedules , mental and physical health T~T
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