And let me cry when it rains, so that way the world won't see my tears.
And it's so sad that I need a lot of other people, to fill in the empty space in my heart of only one person.
Everything that I wrote is mixed with love and sadness. Drops of blood from my heart, too naive, who wants to believe and trust anyone. And tears rolling down my eyes.
I can't be awake. I can't be asleep. If I'm awake, everything around me reminds me that you're not with me, that I'm alone. And it hurts. And if I close my eyes, memories show me how happy I was next to you, a painful reminder that you're not here. And it hurts.
I don't know how others do it. How they write. But every time I do it, I do it when I'm not ok. Because when I'm happy or bored, I don't think about something to write, I don't have any inspiration. I don't write just because, just to have something there. Every time I write is to understand my own feelings somehow. Cause If I tell to someone else, no matter how much they say they are there for me, that they want to help, I don't feel that they understand. So I write for myself to understand. And every time I write, is when my heart is aching, when I'm hurt. So, you are reading in my heart, and through my tears that fall from my eyes.
Will you consider me a bad memory? Will you hate me? Will you tell our story? Will you ever think of us getting back together? Can I still call you mine?
YOU ARE READING
Tears from the heart
PoetryI took pieces of my heart and put them on paper. Trying to understand it myself and hoping that people will be able to relate to the words and realise that there is someone that understands them and speaks for those who can't find the right words to...
