Hazel
After the incident between my brother ,C.C, and I, I have been keeping distance with me and C.C.
C.C didn't tell me he had two strikes and that he 19 years old and still in high school. Boy, Boy, Boy what have I gotten myself into. I really like C.C, but....IM NOT LEGAL YET!!! Im 17 years old. But no one has to know about C.C.
In The School Parking Lot....
After School
"Hey Cheyenne! Have you seen C.C? He has been gone for a week now."
"No."
"Ok."
"OMG!OMG! I HAVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT LAST NIGHT!!!"
"What is it Cheyenne!"
"I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO HENDRIX!!!"
"WHAT!?"
"Yep in the pool last night"
"OMG CHEYENNE."
"Yep, but dont tell anyone. Only you and Michelle knows about this. I got to go ok."
"Ok. Bye!"
"Bye. I love you."
"I love you too."
After that I went to the store with my brother Chris. After that my bro said he had to make a stop some where and it won't take long. When I was outside a little boy came up to me. I was eating some chips.
"Hi! My name is Joey!!"
"Hi Joey im Hazel."
"Hi Hazel can I have some of those chips."
I really didn't want to give him some but I was nice.
"Thanks."
"You welcome. So were is your dad or mom."
''My dad is in the building handling business. My dad is a rapper."
When he said that I wanted to laugh cause I didnt know who and what he was talking bout. But then I did when I saw him walk out. IT WAS C.C. I looked away so fast that my neck popped. C.C saw me and tried to talkto me but I didn't want to hear it. So I got in the car and drove off. Fuck my brother he can find his way back home.
I can believe after 4 months of being with C.C he didn't tell me he had a child. Where is the trust????
Tuesday(Last Class...English)
I was still totally pissed at C.C and now I have my last class with him. God help me please!!!!
"Alright class. Today im pairing you guys up with a partner to make this assignment easier."
"I already know me and Cheyenne are partners."
"But I picked the partners."
"What."
"Pablo and Obama, Cheyenne and Michelle, Hazel and C.C, Derrick and Tiffany, etc."
"Damn. Really. Me and C.C"
(Conversation between C.C and Hazel)
"Hazel can we talk for a second."
"There is nothing to talk about."
"Wtf Hazel!! Stop acting like this all I want to do is talk to you!" Semi yelling and whispering.
"Talk then!!"
"Look im sorry I didnt tell you about Joey my son ok I didnt know how to."
"But you can go to jail for some stupid shit you did but you cant tell me a simple thing like you have a child and you are 19 years old with 2 strikes!!!" Yelling and whispering
"Hazel calm down. Stop making a scene. Stop acting like a bitch."
Hold the hell up did he just call me a bitch. By this point all eyes were on us.
"MAYBE I DONT WANT TO CALM DOWN C.C IM NOT THE ONE WHO LIED ABOUT SOMETHING THAT IS IMPORTANT!!"
"Hazel please sit down and talk like a regular person." Whispering. "
"NO C.C DONT YOU EVER TELL ME TO CALM DOWN AND SOT DOWN. AND DONT CALL ME A BITCH EITHER. IM DONE WITH YO BULLSHIT C.C!!!"
Bye then I just walked out and went home. Cheyenne and Michelle called me the rest of the day to talk but I didnt want to talk. I just wanted my dad to comfort me right now.
"Hazel baby whats wrong."- Mom
"Nothing mom."
"Baby your english teacher called me and said you had an argument with a boy today and you walked out. Do you want to talk about it?"
"Mom C.C lied to me about alot of stuff and he kept secrets from me." crying in her chest.
"What did he lie about and what secrets did he keep."
"He didnt tell me he had a child, he had 2 strikes, and he is 19 years old. "
"Oh dear is C.C someone that you love?"
When she said that I started thinking... do I love C.C???
"Ummm I really dont know mom."
"Well if you do you would try to work things out cause knowing you, you might love this little boy cause you wouldn't be crying this much."
"Mom your probably right. Thanks mom."
"You welcom baby. Mama dont need to wope no body ass do she!"
"Hahaaha. No mama you dont."
"Ok. I love you."
"I love you too."
