y/n nott
'LIFE WASNT GOING WELL I FUCKED UP MY
enemy wasn't a fucking enemy anymore. yes i hated him but did i? he had no idea who i was it was just 'Theodore's sister' my mind flooded with thoughts as I walked to my dorm just at the thought of mattheo made me want to fuck or even kill him.
"i hate you y/n!" " i hate you more theo!" I yelled at him for ripping the head of my bear while my parents ran into the room "stop shouting y/n it's not lady like, oh baby" my mother crouched to see theo pulling him onto her chest, 'what did I do? was it my fault?' I thought.
stop thinking about her. she wasn't worth it, but the thunder ran over the windows in the dorm and pansy saw me flinch "hey hey it's okay, do you want me to close the curtains do it doesn't flash through?" Pansy knew about my mother and her ov- 'STOP IT Y/N' my mind told myself but I just wanted to have someone near me.
i nodded at Pansy while half her words were blurred, "do you think it was my fault? about selene?" i mumbled i never called my mother, mother after the time at the lake
i was reading by my father leaning on his shoulder listening to him read the words I didn't understand at the age of 7 like maturity or environment. it started to rain with thunder and my father picked up the buckle ready to take my hand to let me inside, but my legs gave out as I stood and I fell into the lake unconscious the last things I heard was my m- selenes voice "y/n! my baby!"
fucking manipulation. Pansy saw me spacing out and hugged me "let it out sweetheart" as I quietly sobbed into her shoulder hearing the door open as Pansy shushed me as I felt Theo's arms around me turning me around hugging him as mattheos confused face stayed behind. mattheo and Pansy ignored eachother after the hooked up drunk at a party but Pansy pulled him aside "leave her alone she doesn't need your bullshit and fake concern" she quietly yelled as I sobbed onto Theo's chest.
"love you y/n" he muttered while stroking my back before putting me back into Pansys arms. as the boys left Pansy told me to get some rest and as I drifted off all I saw was mattheo staring with concern before following my brother out of the dorm.
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fuck enemies
Romancemattheo riddle and y/n nott have never been friends, while mattheo and theodore are best friends and they were both sick of having be near each other just because of theodore nott. enemies would they even be lovers?
