Chapter 1

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The moon hanging low in the sky is casting a soft, silver glow over everything in sight. The world was hushed, as if it had been put to sleep by the gentle light. Only the gush of winds can be heard. Shadows of trees and night animals were stretched out across the ground, but they were not dark and foreboding. Instead, they were softened by the moon's luminous touch, turning even the most ordinary objects into things of beauty.

And a boy has been gazing the beauty of this dark yet bright night from his small window for almost one hour.It seems like he is very concentrated at what he is doing.
The room was filled with the fragrance of flowers coming from the front garden .

The cold yet gentle breeze  from the wood brushes away the black hairs from his face  revealing his starry doe eyes.
The eyes which are holding so much emotions in it. It is not possible for anyone to understand all the emotions he is trying to convey to the moon through his eyes.


He always talks to the moon like this,  with his eyes. Because he is afraid. He is afraid thinking someone will hear him if he voice out his words,his worries, his frustrations. Only the thought of this make him terrified. The thought of someone knowing his problems, his struggles, his past made him like this. If they come to know the truth he will never be able to live his life ever again. Everything will turn upside down. He knows it

So he does't share his problems with anyone. He doesn't trust anyone except his grandmother who is his only reason to live. But he knows he can't cry over these things to her. She will break down too. She has become older, it's not good for her. He knows she can't relive those moment ever again.So he keeps it all to himself.

But sometimes it becomes so heavy that he can't control his emotions he feels suffocated . So he releases his frustrations to the moon who is always there for him.he knows she ( the moon)  can read his eyes, his inner turmoil,his everything and it alone makes him feel light knowing he atleast has someone with whom he can share everything.  It doen't matter if she is a living being or not.

If anyone sees him like this they willl think he has gone mad or something beacuse who the fuck just sit and look at the moon with a stupid smile on his face in this chilly weather?! But if one took a closer look they will be able to see his glassy eyes which are shedding tears continuously.

Because only his glassy eyes can give away what the smile was trying to hide under it's warmth

"kook?" his chain of thoughts were broken by a sweet but meeky voice coming from the living room. Hearing the voice he hastily wipes his tears and responses to her shouting

"Grandma i am coming wait a minute!!" he hastily closed the  window and comes out from his room . As soon as he saw his grandma who is arranging the food in the dining table a bunny smile popped out of his face. And this time it is not a fake one rather  it is a genuine happy smile.

He can't help it. And he doesn't want to hold it too. He loves his grandma a lot. He can't describe it in words. His grandmother was the one who took care of everything after his parents death. She sacrificed everything for him. They are eachother's family. He can't even imagine his life without her. She is his happy pill. His everything. She h_____

his chain of thoughts again got broken by his grandma but this time with her high pitched voice

"Land to earth Kook! You spacing out so much lately. I was calling for you to have dinner but you didn't even responded to me! As if it was not enough now you are spacing out in front of me?” she said glaring at jungkook. But the stupid smile was still there in his face.

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