28, Larry - Hope

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*Louis' pov.*
I can't do this anymore. Since my 'friends' know I'm gay, all they do is bully me. The call me names like 'fag' or worse.. I don't wanna live in a world like this. I can't.
Slowly I go up and walk into the bathroom. I don't even realise I'm crying, untill I see myself in the mirror.
Ugly and worthless. Fag!
I wipe the tears away and search my best friends. Blades. They help me everytime I'm sad and let me forget the pain for a while..
Angry I hit the table as I remember that my Mum took them away. I can't find another pack of blades, so I have to buy some. I sight and walk to the next walmart. I'm too focused to not look at people so suddenly I walk into someone and almost fall to the ground. "Sorry..", I mumble, not even looking at the person. "It's okay love."
I freeze at his voice. Deep and slow. It sounds amazing. Now I move my head to look at him. He's truly beautiful. Bright green eyes and long curly brown hair. He's really tall, maybe a head taller than me. "Close your mouth or are you trying to catch flies?", he says amused and blood flushes to my cheecks. Of course I need to embrass me infront of that guy. "You have beautiful eyes, what's your name?"
"Louis..", I say with a low voice. "I'm Harry. 'You maybe have time? We could sit somewhere and talk.. I really wanna get to know you Louis", he says and smiles. I smile a little bit and want to nod, but hestitate. I'm here to buy blades and end my life with them, not to talk to a stranger.
But these green eyes.. "Sure", I hear myself saying. "Great! Lets go!", he smiles and walk to the closest park. We sit down onto a bench and begin to talk. After a while I see people from my school. I sight and swallow hard. I hope they don't-
"Who do we have here??" Shit.
The three boys walk over to Harry and me and smirk. "What are you doing here fag?", one of them asks. I don't answer. "Aww did you finally find a boyfriend?? Is he blind or ill because a normal guy would never be with someone like you!" They laugh at me. "Who are you guys?", Harry asks and I look at him, shaking my head. No, he shouldn't talk with them. "Why are you even talking with that little fag? He isn't worth your time!", another of the guys says. "Yeah, don't waste your time with that worthless shit! Go and find someone else that's at least pretty or something!", they say. "Look guys, can you just leave us alone? We are talking and don't need something like this okay", Harry says a bit annoyed. They laugh. "Why? We are just saying the truth! And what are you, his boyfriend?? Woah..!", they says and laugh again. Now Harry stands up and looks down on them. "And what if I am? It's not your business. Boys, you better leave now because I'm sure you wouldn't want to see me angry", Harry says with a low voice and they take a step back. "Okay okay! Stay calm..!" And no five seconds later they are walking away.
"Thank you Harry. But you really didn't have to do-" "I know. But I know how it is to get bullied just because we're gay. You need to stand up for yourself Louis."
"You are gay too?", I ask surprised and he laughs. "Yes, you didn't figure it out earlier?" I shake my head. "Well, yes I am. And if you don't mind I really wanna take you out on a date." I smile happy and nod. "Sure! I mean, yeah course.. uhh.." I blush and he chuckles. "Then lets go."

A few years later

"Lou?? Where are you?", Harry asks laughing and I look at the door. Harry walks in and smiles at me. "There you are.. I've missed you", he says and lies down next to me onto the bed. He nuzzels his head in my neck and pulls me close. "I've missed you too Haz", I smile and stroke through his long hair. "I love you so much." "I love you too Haz." "You know, tomorrow 4 years ago we've met."
"What?? Really? How do you know?", I ask surprised and he chuckles. His hot breath hits my skin and I shiver. "How could I forget at what date I met the most important thing, the love of my life?" I blush. "I love you so much Harry.." "I love you much more."
A few minute it's quiet and I ask myself, if Harry fell asleep.
"Harry? Are you awake?", I whisper. "Yes Lou.." "Can I.. can i tell you something?" He smiles and kisses my neck. "Sure.." "But you have to promise me, you wont be mad at me!", I say nervous and he moves his head away to look at me. "I promise you I wont be mad at you. No matter what.. except you've cheated on me!" Shoked I look at him. "Harry I would never do that!", I say and he chuckles again. "I know Lou, just kidding." He kisses my nose. "Okay..", I begin and take a deep breath, "We met infront of the walmart. You were there because you wanted to buy something to eat."
"Yes.." "I told you I was there because of the same reason.. but this was a lie.." "Did you stalk me?? I'm shoked Louis!", he asks jokingly and strokes my cheek. "No. Harry, I was there to buy blades. I wanted to buy blades and end my life", I say and close my eyes, scared of how he'll react, "I wanted to end my life this day. But I then I've met you." Nobody makes a noise. Suddenly he pulls me close and hides his face in my neck again, I feel something wet and realise he's crying. "Harry are you-" "I love you Louis. I love you so much", he says sniffling and looks at me. He presses his lips against mine and tries to put all his love into that kiss. To show me how much I mean to him. "I'm so glad we've met this day. I'm so glad these guys came and began to bully you this day or I probably didn't ask you on a date this day. I'm so happy to spend every day with you, to wake up next to your beautiful face and to hear your laugh. I love you so much Louis."
He gives me a peck onto the lips.
"So." Kiss. "Freaking." Kiss. "Much." Kiss. "I love you too Harry, thank you for everything you've ever done."

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I'm really happy with this one shot! I know at first it's a bit sad and the end is fluffy af but I like it so much ^^
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