Not a story - very important, please read.

update

So it looks like the second user, the one that was harassing and threatening me, has been deleted from wattpad.

I am so incredibly relieved and so grateful for wattpad looking out for me because that was such a terrifying night.

I barely slept and I had training at work this morning. But getting to sleep was hard when I worried that I'd wake up to more messages possibly from more people and I feared they'd be much worse than before.

With that being said, I am keeping this book up. I want to be safe for a while on the off chance that this person returns so I can post about it in here and maybe they'll get taken down faster if they do come back.

I'm still very scared. I'm hoping they don't return. Wattpad and writing are so incredibly important to me. Leaving is just not an option for me because it genuinely means so much to me. That, and Taylor, of course, are my safe places to turn. And right now, with everything going on, I need those things more than ever.

The words sent to me are still bothering me. They're still lingering through my mind. I don't understand how someone can be so cruel. And to think, this all started because of a rumor I didn't believe.

Because I choose to see the good in people.  Because I trust Taylor and I believe she knows what is best for her at the end of the day. Because I love to see her happy. She's my everything.

Even if you don't care for him, I think it's hard to deny that she's the happiest she's been. And, as a loyal swiftie from day one, I don't care about anything else than that.

I will update this book if I receive more messages, whether that be more people creating these rumors or people harassing me.

Again, I don't want to be involved in any of this. I never had anything to do with this and I continue to believe in the good in others and no amount of terrible rumors can change my mind on that.

No amount of harassment, hate, or threats can ever make me feel differently about that.

As for all of you, I want to say a huge thank you for looking out for me. I am so lucky and so grateful to have a platform where I know people are here for me. Your support and kindness has always made me so happy even in my darkest times and especially throughout this time. I am truly so, so grateful.

To support me unconditionally and be here when I don't know where to turn and send me so many kind messages to check up on me is more than I can ever ask for and I don't even know how to express how truly thankful I am.

I took everyone's comments and advice to heart and I will be sure to reach out if anything occurs again.

If anyone from that "team" of people reads this, I'm not playing games next time around. I'm going to straight to the police next time I get threatened. You can try and try but you will never have me on your side.

So, for the sake of your peace and mine, don't even bother me. Just leave me be from this point on.

Thank you all again. From the bottom of my heart. This was a genuinely scary experience and I'm relieved it's over.

I love you all.

I love Taylor.

I love Tayvis.

I love my mom.

Thank you, my loves. Let's try to keep moving forward. 🩷