Second chance love (Stoliz angst)

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Blitzø's POV

Me and Loona ended up coming home around 11 pm. "Loonie are you hungry by any chance?" Loona shrugged and sighed, "Not really ima just honestly go to bed, I'm fucking tired."

  I smiled at the hellhound, "Alright! Sleep well Loonieeee!" She smiled a bit as she rolled her eyes disappearing into her room. My smile began to fade as I threw myself on the couch rethinking everything that happened. Does Stolas really not trust me to talk to me about these things? What would've happened if I didn't show up. These questions began to infect my brain as my breath got rapid. I wanted it all to stop, I quickly got up and threw open the fridge door grabbing a bottle of liquor, I opened the bottle and quickly began to down it like it was nothing. I was already half way through the bottle and I wasn't even feeling it. I really didn't realize how much of a tolerance ive gotten to alcohol. I reopened the fridge and grabbed 4 bottles of vodka and threw myself on the couch.

"Fuck. This does nothing." I sighed annoyed. I wanted everything to go away so I got up and checked the time it was 2am. Fuck it. I thought to myself and rushed out of the apartment. I was gonna go to the bar and get drop dead drunk. I got into the car and drove off to a bar, I parked the car & got out. I walked into the bar as my eyes widened, I saw Fizz on the stage performing an act. My heart dropped and I quickly pulled up my collar so hopefully he didn't notice me. I forgot how Fizz was basically at every bar.

"I'm not in the mood for this bullshit.." I mumbled, I walked over to the bartender and sat in a stool. "Give me the hardest shit you've got." The bartender raised an eyebrow as I gave him an angry glare and he quickly began to pour me a bottle of Beelzebub alcohol. I grabbed the whole bottle as I hissed, "I want the whole bottle bitch." The bartender backed off as I handed him a 50$ and rolled my eyes. I began to down the bottle. I began to hiccup as I got up from the stool, tipsy, I was slurring my words. 

  I drunkly walked over to a table near the stage as Fizz hoped onto Asmodeus's back as they continued their act together. I rolled my eyes and continued chugging the Beelzebub. I felt my stomach growl in pain & in hunger sense I haven't eaten. I slotched my head onto the table as tears flooded my eyes, I mumbled, "I'm g- *hiccup* die alone.." I sobbed. I was so drunk everything was blurry. I weakly lifted my head up as I chugged the rest of the bottle and threw it on the ground causing a loud crash, not many people seemed to notice but Fizz did.

"Well, well well. If it isn't Blitzo~" Fizz said smug as a light came above my head. I got up drunkly and narrowed my eyes. "Yeah yeah, guys y'all heard about Lu Lu land?! How it got burnt down? Wellll, looky here. This dumbass was the guy to cause it!!" Asmodeus gently lifted Fizz to his shoulder as Fizz clung happily. A spotlight came over my head as I quickly slotched down. I was too fucked for this. "F-fuck off F- *hiccup* Fizz! And it's BLITZØ NOW. The o is silent!" Tears flooded out of my eyes, I never forgave myself for that night and I wasn't planning on it. I just wished that every corner I turned didn't have to remind me.

I quickly got up and wiped my tears. I watched as Fizz blew a raspberry at me. I flipped him off as I weakly walked back to the bar. "Gimme 5 fucking bottles of Beelzebub." I growled as I slammed down a 150$. The bartender raised an eyebrow, shocked but a bit concerned. He grabbed the money and nodded, beginning to prep my drinks. Some random demon sat next to me and eyed me up and down. "I bet you can't drink 5 beelzebubs in 5 mins." The demons eyes narrowed as I turned over to him. "How much if I do it?" I smirked taking on the challenge. The demon took a moment to think and grinned cockily, "Hm, I'll bet you 300$ I bet your little imp body can't handle it." I raised an eyebrow, "Oh YOU'RE on buddy. I've had a fucking shitty day and I will DOWN THIS SHIT." The bartender finally put down 5 bottles of Beelzebub onto the counter as I ripped off the lids of 2 of the bottles and began pouring them into my mouth, shallowing them easily. A crowd began to form around me as I finished those 2 bottles in 1 minute. The demon held the timer from his phone as he gulped a bit nervous. I wiped the drool from my mouth and began downing two more, my stomach began to hurt but I didn't give a shit.