Can't think straight
Angrier toward world
Furious at the complexity
of the human mind
I hate the ideas that pop in my head
I hate how I say one thing & do the
opposite.
I hate being trapped in my own head
all the damn time!
I try & try to figure myself out
by myself,
but I can't seem to think straight!
I call out to people,
some answer and some do not,
it's infuriating to know I
have to depend on
others to make me happy,
But what can I say?
It's human nature to
ask for help and
be together.
All I want to do is fucking
hug someone, kiss someone,
fucking feel something besides
Self-loaning ad confusion!
I can't seem to think fucking
straight.
I can't help but want someone to
be there.
I can't help but feel alone,
stupid, and unloved.
