Yan Qing asked suspiciously: "Then princess..."
He did not say the words. Why didn't the princess push him away? It was nothing more than the princess's acquiescence to let him kiss her, and the princess was also willing... in her heart.
Xiao Jiaojiao asked sadly: "Yan Qing, you have been by my side for so many years, do you really not know my thoughts?"
Yan Qing said nothing, so he naturally knew. Over the years, the princess made him laugh when she was happy, cried in his arms when she was wronged, and was the first to share anything delicious or fun with him. Every year on his birthday, I personally cook a bowl of longevity noodles for him.
She never looked down on him because he was a eunuch, but she was even more kind to him because he was handicapped.
But Yan Qing thought that he would give her anything except love. Even if he died for her.
The princess is so smart and cute, she deserves a better husband, and she shouldn't tarnish her reputation or waste her life for him.
He was tossing and turning in the middle of the night. If his family was not in trouble and he never entered the palace, if he was still a young scholar from a scholarly family in the south of the Yangtze River and studied hard in a cold window, if he passed the exam and even got a title on the gold list. In this way, the distance between him and the princess would not be so far away.
Unfortunately, things took a turn for the worse. Both of his parents died, leaving him with nothing. In the eyes of others, he was not even considered a man.
He restrained himself and never responded to the princess. He thought that the princess was playful and the girl's temperament would soon pass.
The princess did the same thing. She met young gentlemen with various identities and gentle temperaments outside. Xu lacked love from his father when he was young. He could see that the princess liked the feeling of being pampered and loved.
Once anyone wants to seduce her and do something obscene, she will immediately stop. The princess has a pure mind, she just likes the feeling of being pampered.
The princess also became indifferent to him. Although she cried to him, smiled to him, shared with him, and celebrated his birthday as before, there was something different.
Princess, she took back her thoughts on him.
Until she proposed marriage, he stole a kiss while she was sleeping on the eve of her wedding. Then relying on this stolen kiss, he suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart and watched her marry the infinitely gorgeous second son of the Xie family.
I heard that he was a handsome man from an aristocratic family. He was also a classy and elegant celebrity spread throughout Jiangzuo and Jiangdong. He was the dream man that many noble ladies from aristocratic families wanted to marry.
His princess deserves such a noble son as her husband.
Yan Qing smiled quietly, "The prince-in-law is the proud son of heaven, and he is a perfect match for the princess. Yan Qing only wishes that the princess and the prince-in-law have a good time together, with beautiful scenery and harmonious music."
He did not call himself a slave, but used his own name to sincerely wish the princess.
Xiao Jiaojiao knew that Yan Qing was speaking from her heart. Because he was sober from beginning to end, even if he knew that she had admired him, he would not respond. He just declined her politely. The princess deserves a better husband, but he doesn't.
She also knew that Yan Qing had her in his heart and his eyes would not deceive. But he never refused to make a wrong step, and always treated each other respectfully and considerately as a master and servant.
Except for the unexpected kiss on the eve of the wedding. Finally, in the deserted palace, when he thought she had fallen asleep, he lowered his head and expressed his feelings to her. Unfortunately it was too late.
Her thoughts have faded, and she will no longer pester him innocently like she did when she was a little girl, expecting him to give a result. Due to their different identities, they have no consequences.
Xiao Jiaojiao recalled the past and asked him: "Have you ever regretted it?"
Yan Qing knew that she was asking about the fact that he had never responded to her. He smiled slightly and said seriously: "I regretted it at first, but later I figured it out. Rather than having temporary fun with the princess, I would rather keep the princess for the
rest of my life." There were many eunuchs in the past who had secret love affairs with princesses and concubines. , none of them had a good ending. The royal family would not allow a flattering eunuch to stay with the princess.
Stick to your duty, but be able to see her from a distance, do what you can for her, and have no regrets in this life.
The princess warmed his youth, protected his incomplete dignity, and taught him to love truly, and he was willing to repay her with his whole life.
Xiao Jiaojiao's reluctance as a young girl was relieved. She smiled and told him what was in her heart: "If you dared to be good to me at that time, I would dare to risk the disapproval of the world and call you my consort, or maybe for the rest of my life." If I don't marry, I'll stay with you."
Even if I fall out with the emperor and empress, and be scorned by the world, even if we both end up dead, I won't hesitate.
This is what Xiao Jiaojiao has not said yet. She believed that even if she didn't say anything, he would understand in his heart.
Yan Qing knew that the princess could do what she said. She was born in the countryside, she is chivalrous and courageous, she also dares to love and hate, and does not care about worldly prejudices. As long as others treat her honestly and sincerely, she will give back more, not less.
But he knew better that the princess' yearning at that time was just a girl's nature. She was proud and bold, with an innocent heart, and she dared to risk everything for the people and things she liked.
The princess liked him just as she liked the pleasure a book, a painting, or a poem brought her. She just likes that feeling, likes the young master treating her tenderly, and likes being cared for in the palm of his hand.
Even if she hadn't met him, if other eunuchs treated her so gently, she would still like him and be so brave.
Even in the future, if she meets a husband who is devoted to her and full of tenderness, she will still be moved, like and fall in love with him. He is not irreplaceable for the princess.
Maybe the princess herself doesn't know what true liking is, let alone love. What's more, she was young at that time, and she didn't understand love at all.
He thought that love should be like his heart for the princess, only her, only her, no one else could do it.
But Yan Qing was still very moved when he heard what the princess said. He understood the princess's heart and couldn't bear to ask for too much. His eyes were full of tears and he said: "If you can listen to the princess, you will have no regrets in this life or death."
Seeing that he was still kneeling, Xiao Jiaojiao wanted to help him up: "I am very grateful that you have served me for many years. But I and I The reason for the discord and resentment between the consorts after marriage is due to other reasons that have nothing to do with you."
"No matter what, Yan Qing should not stay with the princess." However, Yan Qing knelt down and begged sincerely: "Princess, please Agree and allow Yan Qing to resign from the princess palace."
Xiao Jiaojiao knew that Yan Qing was thinking about her and wanted to gain a good reputation and impression for her in the Xie family and Xie Xuan.
He was so devoted to her that she couldn't really refuse. Just because you go to Zhuangzi doesn't mean you can't come back later.
After thinking about it for a while, she had no choice but to help him up, and said in a slightly aggrieved tone: "That's right, that's right, get up quickly." The
summer shirt was thin, and when the princess bent over, she inadvertently exposed a little of her breasts, which were white and white. There are dots of interlaced red marks on it.
Yan Qing felt heartbroken and was speechless for a moment. He suppressed his emotions, concealed all his despair, and respectfully excused himself with the princess as usual.
Xiao Jiaojiao felt empty in his heart.
From then on, in her courtyard late at night, she held a lamp and gently waited for her return. When the wind filled her sleeves, there was no one left.
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