𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑯𝒊𝒎 (Komi Shousuke x Reader)

The Past of (Y/N), Part 2

•During her primary school (before move to Japan)
"Help me sharpen this pencil (Y/N)! " Her friend ordered her to do the job. "Oh okay! " (Y/N) just obeyed them because she wants friends very much. Everyone of her friends used (Y/N) as a joke she just smiled and bring over the whole stuff. But when she's in year 5 that time, the bullies always ridicule her and keeps on harming (Y/N). She's trying to tell her mother but her mother said "they're still young, just ignore them will do. " (Y/N) felt a little bit heart dropped but she just continued to let the things happen because she can't do anything. Her stationary keeps on spoiling, her workbook always has been graffiti or tore by the bullies. At the tuition center, everyone just ignore her or rolled their eyes when they saw (Y/N) joined their conversation.

•The first month at Putre Perdane Secondary School (the first month of her secondary school in her nationality)
"(Y/N) can you go away? We don't need you. " One of her classmates told (Y/N) because their class most of the students are Malay but a few of them are Chinese. Unluckily, she needs to mingle with the Chinese group girls that are her primary school friends. It's because she doesn't know how to speak Malay. Her friends always leave her alone or just used her for an advantage or else they won't care about her. She's enough with them so (Y/N) decided to try mingle with the Malay girls by speaking English, but seems like the girls doesn't know how to speak English and in addition, (Y/N) just understand a little bit of Malay so she close oneself. While she knows an Indian girl named Kanikha, she knows how to speak English and they can communicate well, so (Y/N) just joined with her. But of course, she couldn't do this for the entire secondary school life. So she decided to change school to another junior high school.

At that school for 3 years, she thought the students at there will exclude her but they don't. They still welcomed (Y/N) but some of them said her hairstyle and her glasses looks weird. She's self-esteem but a month is MCO, so she using this 3 years to change herself. She listened to her friends recommendations and she tried to change herself. Her bestie, Erica always help (Y/N) a lot so they're very close to each other.

When (Y/N) was 15 years old, she had an argument with Erica because they were very these few days and turned out that Erica always took (Y/N) on advantages. In the end they broke up on bad terms.

•When she changed school again (to Private Cambridge School)
Because of her exam results at her previous junior high school was worse, (Y/N)'s mom forced her to change school and she has no reason to fight back. During the first day of the school, she's doing well. But after a week, she  realized a lot of people hates her because of her personality. She doesn't know why it would turned out like this so almost the whole year at there she's depressed and lived like a zombie. Her eyes was always stayed in a blank expression and she's blocked herself from anyone that trying to approach her. Because she knew too many fake friends in this school and the students of the school was extreme sensitive on anything that someone betray or faking to them. And they'll exclude and ignore that person from their group. (Y/N) is almost good with everyone in the class but only on the surface because she can't mingle with them well because in the class she's older than her classmates. (Y/N) was went through too much and her mom was ordered by her boss to work in Japan. So (Y/N)'s father,  her elder brother and (Y/N) had to move to Japan for their life.

Author note: Ughh I know maybe the past of (Y/N) will be a small things to y'all, but I just described it in a short way so please don't mind 🙏