Blue Eyes

Nothing to Said 😳

- POV -

I'm sitting on the bed. It's near the bedroom door. It's too dark, I can't tell if he's looking at me right now. But besides, I'm happy for this darkness, so he can't see my blush. Or maybe yes. The eyes bloom in the dark. 

"What are you looking at, angel?"

 He starts walking towards me. I don't see him, I just hear his footsteps. 

 "Nothing." I say annoyed. I've been feeling attracted to him for a few days now. But I'm in this marriage purely for convenience. 

"Nothing is true." I keep repeating it as if I could get out of this hypnosis. But my body doesn't understand that. He has started responding to his urges and I can't let that happen.

 I'm here as a fake mover and fake friend. I should find his weak point and finish him but for a while now every time we see each other an extra piece of me crumbles. He's the one who's finishing me. I turn away from him. If I can't see him, he won't be able to use his tricks on me. 

 "Why did you turn around?" he sighs against my ear. 

Damn, was he that close already? 

"I don't feel like looking at you. Am I allowed?" I reply quickly.

 I would like to end the conversation but I feel something strange in me or... about me.His cold hands are on my shoulders, moving to my arms, then his fingers intertwine with mine. It imposes so much force that it keeps me down.

 "No. You're not allowed to." kiss a small patch of skin behind the ear.

 "Are you trying to escape?" he said against my neck. His breathing tickles me.

 "Still?" he chuckles. Lower my shirt. He bites my warm skin. A long trail of shivers runs down my spine.He knows how and where to touch me. 

 "Fuck-" escapes my mouth as my head relaxes. 

"Weren't you trying to escape? And now you're doing this?" starts laughing. I tense up.

 "Do not laugh at me. I'm not stupid."

 "Right right." once again it makes me feel stupid. A cold hand, just freed from mine, moves close to my face. 

"So what are you like? If you continue to tease me like this but avoid me I can't help but think you're stupid. It's like shaking bait in front of the shark's mouth. I'm going to end up eating you." he bites my shoulder again and I groan.

 Suddenly he grabs my cheeks and turns me towards him.His blue eyes shine in the darkness and shine on me.He can see my tears and my red cheek.

 "Are you capable of crying now?" he touches my eyes with his fingers, takes away my tears. 

 "I'm not crying." I say turning around again. 

All I need is for him to discover me vulnerable. But he grabs me again and turns me towards him. "Aren't you afraid of the consequences?" 

 "What consequences?" 

"I told you. If you provoke the shark you will end up being devoured."

 I don't answer, I'm too confused."So what is it you want?"

 He kisses my neck and I moan again.

 "Thats enough."It catches me off guard.He pushes me onto the bed and climbs onto my legs. "You better shut up and agree." he takes off his shirt and leans over me. 

"It's all your fault, angel." he takes my hands and traps them in his. He kisses my neck, licks it and then bites it. 

 "Fuck.."

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