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nightmare - Ashtray

I stood over his grave, crying silently, my hands shaking in my pockets. I were a mess ever since he left me.

"i love you ash, i can't get over you and i don't think i ever will" I said now crying even more my head had started to hurt. no words could describe how I felt.

"Ash!" fez said behind me, i turned around still crying.

"he's gone" i said walking towards him. He kept saying ash's name and it angered me that he didn't get it through his head that he was gone.

"fez he's dead stop yelling his name" i screamed pushing him but then crying more as i heard what had come out of my mouth.

"y/n!" i heard ash's voice say, i didn't believe it someone was playing with me.

Then i jolted awake sweating, crying, shaking i could barely breathe. i looked up and saw ash my ash alive and well.

"what's wrong ma why are you crying?" he questioned me. i didn't say anything i just jumped into his arms and started to cry even more, he didn't ask anything else instead he rubbed my back helping me calm down.

after i had calmed down i started to feel tired though i had woken up not even 20 minutes ago. i was scared to go back to sleep, afraid something was going to happen to ash so i forced myself awake.

"so do you want to talk about what happened?" he asked now looking down at me.

"i had dreamt that you died and i didn't want to believe it" i said almost crying at the thought.

"don't cry in okay im never leaving you" he said pulling me close once again.

when he did this i grew more and more tired, it was hard staying wide awake when you really wanted to go to sleep. ash saw that i was growing tired.

"ma go to sleep your tired from all of that" he said pulling himself away from me.

"no no i cant" i said grabbing his shirt pulling him close again.

"and why is that?" he asked looking at me.

"your going to disappear if i do" i said almost crying again.

"no im not im going to stay right here until you wake up" he said kissing my forehead.

"okay" i said closing my eyes.

he pulled the covers over both of us and kissed my forehead once again before closing his eyes and going to sleep along with me.

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Authors note: hey guys i have a bunch of ideas for the next few imagines. if you want me to do something just let me know!!

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